Bloody Thorns

Soul Deep

Crystal's P.O.V

I had no motivation , to do anything. From the day that she left me, I've sat on my couch reminiscing our previous encounter. I keep remembering the pain and anger she had all over her face. We both did damage. She hurt me and I hurt her too. The pain that she caused me was both mental and physical but, the damage that I did to her was soul deep. As those thoughts roamed through my head all I was abled to do is cry. What became of us? Why did I have to go out there and cheat when she provided me with the love that I needed? Damn I messed up.

My thoughts and cries were interrupted by a loud banging on my door. I was very frightened . I reluctantly opened the door not checking to see who it was first. There my baby stood . Even though she was really damn drunk and staggering at the door, I could tell that she was happy to see me too. We just stared at each other. With nothing but pure lust in her eyes, She looked me up and down . I couldnt take it anymore. I wanted her now. I jumped on her and she gripped my waist tightly . Still holding onto me with every fiber in her body, She staggered inside , Closing the door behind us. She kissed me with as much passion as our last encounter. Damn my body yearned for her and I could tell that hers yearned for me too. Our make-out session became heated very quickly. She slipped her moist tongue into my mouth. She tasted like Jack Daniels. We moved all over the living room and eventually ended up in my bedroom . Everything was going great until she shoved me off of her. We were both confused . She gave me one more glance before attempting to leave. My heaven sent dove was about to fly away and I could not let it happen. I ran in front of her staggering being, I pushed her back and blocked the door. She was the Dominant one and because of my love for her I was often overcame by her strength, physically and mentally . She Rammed me into the door And yelled " What the fuck is your problem, Do you really want me to Punish you?" Her voice was cold and harsh than ever before. This time I felt like there were no words. I needed to show her how I felt instead.

Brenda's P.O.V

*** Flashback******

All of my regrets roamed around in my head as I consumed Jack Daniels. I really should be talking to her about how I feel but after all, Jack Daniels would never cheat on me. Damn this alcohol was really starting to get to me. Loved the feeling that I got from the alcohol, I felt numb. I dont remember how I ended up at crystal's house .

******End of flashback*************

One minute she just jumped on me and from there things got pretty heated. Damn I wanted to lay her down on the kitchen counter and make love to her in that moment but every time I looked at her now all I saw was someone that betrayed me . Then to put icing on the cake , making it harder for me to leave. She jumps in front of me and tries to stop me. This was a bit of a turn on for me . Especially cause she was wearing booty shorts and the long socks that I loved to see her wearing. I stood there for a minute fantasizing about me pulling her hair, spanking her, teasing her, tasting her, just driving her insane . Next thing I knew , She got down her knees and unzipped my pants. I wanted to stop her but I was too surprised at her. I was the one that performed oral not her. She always opted against oral and did other things instead. After taking off my jeans revealing my boxers, she grabbed my hand and guided me to the bedroom. I could tell by the lust in her eyes , she really wanted to take control this time. I let her .

She swirled her tongue all over my already soaked pussy. She made it seem like she was a professional. Every flick of her tongue brought me closer to an orgasm. She suddenly stopped and just stared at me with lust in her eyes. I could tell that she wanted something more. We stripped each other bare. I made her lay down on the bed and I grabbed my strap . I slid it on seductively , intentionally allowing the leather from the strap to clap against my skin. I got on my knees and crawled over to her slowly, and got on top of her. Her body quaked beneath me. I kissed her passionately while ramming the dildo into her . With every thrust , her back arched , her toes curled , and she clawed at my back. Her eyes rolled back and she let out a loud moan due to the pleasure that overcame her body. My pleasure came from making her come, I'm stimulated mentally. I climbed off of her. She lay next to me , not sure of what just happened . I couldnt blame her. After just laying there after the things we did , She eventually fell asleep . I watched her for a while , by that time I'd just been delivered from my intoxication and became aware of what I did . I jumped up and threw on my clothes .I left her a note on the coffee table. After that I called an Uber to come get me. I didnt want to be around her right now. I was still hurting.

Crystal's P.O.V

I woke up, only to meet an empty bed. Maybe she's making breakfast for me, I thought. I threw on my robe and tiptoed into the kitchen, to find the kitchen empty. My house wasnt that big so she couldnt hide. I went in the living room to use the phone to call her. I looked over at the coffee table and noticed a note that read " for crystal" . That was weird of her to do that. I opened the message. It read " I'm so messed up right now. I really didnt mean anything that I did with you yesterday. I was stupid and drunk. I'm sorry for leading you on. Honestly, I feel like we are better off separated . Even though I didnt mean too, I hope you enjoyed your last encounter with me. Farewell babygirl. "

I broke down and cried. What have I done? Why did this have to happen the way it did?

She's only saying that out of pain , I tried to convince myself. I'm gonna go to her house and try to persuade her to take me back.

********* one hour time lapse**********

Walking up to Brenda's door , all I felt was anxiety. I didnt know what to say if she decided to open the door, but I'm gonna give it my best shot. I wrapped on the door for about 2 minutes but she didnt answer. I knew that Brenda was home because I heard our song blasting through the speakers. I was beginning to worry. This wasnt like her. The idea popped into my head That maybe she's sitting on the balcony . She did that sometimes to clear her head. I sprinted to the balcony.

My heart dropped to the floor.

There Brenda stood with a gun in her hands drinking a large bottle of Jack Daniels. I shouted " Brenda, Baby what are you Doing?'' , tears began to flood my eyes.

" Hey baby girl. I'm just chilling up here" she slurred to me.

" Baby what are you doing with that gun?'' '' Please put it away for me please. You're drunk"'

" Why the fuck should I , you dont do what I want you to do , why must I listen to what you have to say" she said out of pain but mostly because she impaired.

"But baby I- " I got cut off by Brenda yelling.

"I fucking tired of everyone. All I ever get is the shitty end of the stick. You dont care about me, You never even fucking loved me. I'm gonna hurt you as bad as you made me hurt" Brenda said while pointing the gun at her head, her fingers resting on the trigger

"No baby please. You dont have to do this. What would I be without you. I love you Brenda. Please dont do-" .

Bang

I screamed out in terror..

******to be continued