Hey, so it is currently 2:31am on Christmas day and I'm just laying in bed after re-reading the chapter before this and let me tell you I was in love it was my first heart break and he was my first love, it was an emotional 5/6 months but I'm over him I'm finally over him all those tears I cried are no longer because of him, he's not the one running through my mind 24/7, he's not the reason I'm losing my sleep from staying up late not being able to get him out of my mind. Yeah it might of only been 5/6 months but to me it felt like years, in those months I learnt a lot bad and good things but they all tought me a lesson. The journey does not finish there oh no me and my 'lucky' self found this new boy, I've known him since I was 3 years young and I only caught feelings for him in September so it's not that long but then again it feels like forever, all the people I've told have said "yep you've fallen in love" but if I'm being honest I feel like it is more of an obsession, like he is forever on my mind I always dream about him,im always looking at him, every thing I do is for him, I wanna stop thinking about so much but there is also that fear of forgetting about him or losing him.
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A/N~Hey, it's been a hot minute. Sorry for not posting and not filling you guys In on what's happened but there should hopefully be more on its way. Merry Christmas ~E❤️
Aslo sorry its short.
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Why I Love/loved You
RomanceOk so this has NOTHING to do with why don't we and you don't have to read it but yh I hope you enjoy it, its about why and how I fell for my ex and yh stuff like that
