Rejection (On Hold)

Stupidity

***Alice***

"Breath Alice breath" Alex spoke quietly next to me. In and out I thought. It's going to be okay just need to breath, it will be okay. Leaning on Alex's shoulder. Alex wrapped an arm around me. I felt safe and sound.

"Come on cupcake everything will be fine" Alex whispered in my hair. Alex lead me out of the bathroom back to his room. Alex linked his fingers with mine, sighing I laid on the bed.

"So you and Michael went all the way did we?" My checks burned. Avoiding his gaze I looked at the roof.

"Really Alex is that all you think about" Alex smirked as he wiggled his eye brows.

"It's me, come on cupcake I'm a guy! Duh" Alex said as if I was stupid.

Sighing deeply I nodded. "You bitch your getting more than me" Alex smirked.

"Because I'm like your only friend, and you don't have any girl friends, give me the goss" Alex smirked.

I looked over at Alex his head rested in his palm is eyes shining with amusement.

"Really Alex, he was perfect I finally felt whole. It feels right with him" I sighed.

"Really that's it, well I was expecting more, it's good your with guy that is experienced right" Alex asked.

My checks burned "I guess" Alex smile dipped.
"You used protection right, please tell me you did" Alex eyes bored into mine.

"Fuck I didn't even think of that" my heart shattered as my eyes filled with tears I was so stupid how could I forget about protection. A tear rolled down my face as I turned on my side looking at Alex.
Shock and horror crossed his features
"cupcake it's gonna be okay I promise"
I laid my head on his chest tears shocking his shirt I cried myself to sleep in Alex's arms I felt safe for a second.