My Life as Me

The rly story here!

I'm feel not comfortable with my friends
I rly afraid to say idk if I'm gay or b gay I'm not,
B...
Well idk
I'm hanging just wit girls
N maybe only
And maybe it' sounds pathetic
But u want to be wit boys
Someone to advice wit about problems wit girls
N there is no some here that can give it to me
I want a friend for life !
A boy
One can be good
But more can be awesome !
I m rly tried to look
N it's unsuccessful
What can i do next thats a lot of questions
That i asked my self
Well
I have some
Boys that my friends in my life but not like girls
N its not from dating them or something they more than that...
Tell me about part 2 ?