Fixing a broken heart (a flutterdash fanfiction)

Chapter Nine (Fluttershy's POV)

Hey guys I have not gone to school in two day, and to tell you the truth guys I'm not happy.I mean I'm happy I don't have to go to school and get hurt, but here at home it's not much better.I have had to deal with my mom, my dad,Bethany, and their amazing questions.But of course since I'm such a great liar they believed me and dropped the questions especially my mom (notice the sarcasim in my voice). I mean I love them and all but ever since the incident,they have been more cautious with me.I mean I thank them for caring and everything but at the same time I wish they could back off just a little. For example since the problem on Monday they have started panicking and overwhelming me with question.When stuff like this starts to happen it make me wish we hadn't moved, maybe if I were a stronger type of person I could deal with all the problems back "home" and stop causing new ones here for my parents and Beth and her parents.Since moving clearly doesn't help I've gone from one bully to another.Maybe its not the school,or the bully maybe it's me.Atleast I have one friend in this school, Applejack, because in my old school I had none.Everybody hated me and those who didn't stayed clear from me so they wouldn't get bullied themselves.I wish they had realized by just helping me once in a while or atleast admitting I existed they could have helped me not try to commit suicide.Because if I would have had atleast one friend to help me I wouldn't have had to live with days that I hated myself and commited self harm, I still have scars not only in my flesh but also in my soul.Sometimes I start to imagine what would have happened if she didn't come into life, and ruin it, what did I do to her anyway.If none of this would have happened my parents and Beth's would be happily enjoying of life in L.A. But of course we couldn't have prevented this it was my destiny.Maybe if I wasn't born they wouldn't have had to deal with this.They could be happily living in L.A.and working there with grandpa and grandma. Why am I here other than to destroy people's life? Why was I born? Maybe I should just kill myself? Ugh see what I cause I'm already ruining your day with my shitty problems.Sorry guys I'll just change the topic, and give you guys some background info about us.For example why we moved without that sad shtuff (sorry but I'm not ready to talk about it yet maybe in a couple of days,weeks, maybe even months).First of my family's name is the Houstons(thats the last name of course).My family only consists of my parents and me, yes I'm an only child problem with that?Dad and Beths dad Christian are best friends thats how we know Beth, mom and Miriam are also best friends, and as for me and Beth she's like my older sister.Dad and Christian share ownership for a mexican restaurant called Que Pequeño Es Mexico.Mom worked as a photographer, Miriam worked as a librarian, and Beth started taking interest in modeling, as for me I started to have "problems" in school.After the incident dad decided to move also Christian they said that it was because the buisness was going bad, of course I knew it was just a lie so we would get away from L.A. because of me.They decided it was best if we moved to a smaller town so that the "buisness"would get better, they were correct about that QPEM has been doing very well here in Cloudsdale.We were all okay with the descision of moving all except for Beth since she knew smaller towns have less modeling oppurtunities.Also because she had just gotten a job oppurtunity for a Got Milk ad.Since that came up we had to wait until July but that came with an advantage we had more time to prepare for the move.Dad and Christian started opening QPEM in cloudsdale, and Beth and her family started looking for ways to help Beth but still be able to move.Since Cloudsdale is only an hour away from L.A. she could come back and forth but the money she used for anything thay involved her career had to be her own.Thats why Beth has to pay my mom for her "headshots" , but my mom being so kind always gives her awesome discounts.During June Miriam started looking for jobs and since we had already bought the house mom started fixing up her studio for her job.Bethany started looking for part time jobs and a agency that could deal with her hectic schedule since she's currently in college.For me , well it was easy to adjust, I didn't really care I just wanted to get away... away from the problems away from the .....truth ...

A/N hey my crazy burritos I know I haven't updated in a long time and I'm sorry for that but my ipad broke (actually it's more like dead.I even tried poking it with a stick and its still dead.Hey don't judge me when you really love something you have to try everything to bring it back for example Frankenweenie)and I had this chapter already written in it.But since I have kind of taken a break and also I decided to give you guys a chapter because I thought you guys needed one.But of course my best alternative was my phone so thanks to that this chapter is a bit crappy and I'm sorry for that but I tried my best, so I hope you guys enjoy this chapter, and I hope to make a new chapter soon and that my dear Takita(ipad) comes back to life.Well bye my Burritos see you next time and don't forget to comment down below ideas or comment or answers to my questions.For example what do you guys use to read watt pad phones, computers, ipads, tablets.Leave your answers down in the comment section.Bye