Makeup,Hijabs and Love

The Preperations

So here's another part people! ,Sorry for any mistakes <3 -

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Hibah's POV

I am so totally going to hyperventilate! This cannot be happening and I am freaking out.Now I seriously don't want to get married, Im only 22 and I act like a child let alone a mother.I can't even look after myself let alone bring up a family!

Breathe,Hibah,Breathe

All the cells in my body were prancing around like they had been given overdoses of canabis.But they haven't been given canabis because i'm not haram.If that makes any sense.I couldn't even stop myself shaking.I really need to calm the hell down beacause it's not the wedding day yet,what will happen on the wedding day if i'm acting like this?

I shouldn't be acting like this.

I wish I could work more then help my family and maybe then get married. Oh.My.Allah.

Work...

I cannot believe I was so stupid.So STUPID to mix up the simple eyeliner chemicals , I was only trying to help that Student.UGH... I don't care anymore if I can't go back to work because at least I get to relax more and spend time with Ahmed. They suspended me from work for 2 whole flippin months.The girl whose name is chloe is in hospital getting treatment for her damadged eye. I feel so bad but when I tried contacting her parents they threatened to call the police. She is only 13 and shouldn't be wearing makeup at her age anyway so it is kinda her fault.

"Hibah lets go or Westfield (shopping mall in London) will close and we need to get all the things for your big day !" said my cousin Amirah while grabbing me by the arm and yanking me out of the living room.

The wedding is only 4 days away so you see that is why I was hyperventilating... All my family have come to stay for the wedding which includes All my Aunts and Uncles from Ummi's side and All my Aunts and uncles from my Dads side.

Dad

I wish he was here, He doesn't even get to see me getting married.Oh Allah I miss him so much If only he knew.He knew about the wedding and how everyone was getting on without him I wish he was here.

Amirah and my other two cousins layla and Amir are from my Dads sister. So from my Aunty.The rest of my cousins are either married or out of the country. Today Ummi , Safah , Yousaf , Amirah, Layla and I are going shopping to buy all the wedding stuff which includes The dress , shoes , decorations , Henna and of course lots of Makeup , tons of it! I decided that I don't need any other makeup artist doing my makeup instead I will be doing my own makeup.Which is quite nerveracking.

I pushed my feet into a tight pair of two inch heels and followed Amirah to her car.Amirah is two years older than me and she owns a 7 seater shogun.Trendy for a girl who buys the biggest car ever.

I hopped in excitedly and closed the door.The car smelt of Apple and Cinnamon scent which traveled up my nostrils and sent warmth down my spine.

"So is everyone excited?" Yousaf said smiling.

Everyone shouted yes except for me , I just nodded.

Ummi sensed that I wasn't happy so she turned around and gave me the 'looks'.

I sighed " I am so happy , really I know what type of dress I want".

"Really what colour?" Safah bounced on her seat like an uncontrolable puppy.

"err well maybe pink or blue?".I stammered through gritted teeth.

"Hibah you haven't decided what colour you want your just nervous". Ummi stated loudly.