Still You, Just You

Chapter 29: Are You Ready?

Donghae’s POV

In the middle of the stage, together with like three or four guys on my sides, I was sitting on a chair with my hands tied on the back. My mask and hoodie was in place covering my face.

Although there’s no point in hiding my identity anymore for people already know who I am; to which really confuses me why’d they still pick me. I still didn’t take them off because I wanna hide my reaction just in case.

The entire stadium has its lights all closed, only the bright white, indigo and yellow ocean can be seen. Crowds were screaming in excitement.

For I was somewhat in the right side of the stage, I was near where the Super Junior are. And trust me, they are way more thrilled and excited than I am. I can clearly hear them cheering too.

My heart was beating fast like an announcement drum roll.

Lapdance…? My mind was already disoriented with that thought alone. But to get it from 2NE1? Possibly from Dara? I can faint.

If there’s one more thing I love about Dara, besides her smile, her beautiful forehead, her cute nose, her lips, her sexy hair, her personality, her everything… it’s her eyes… It is truly the most captivating of all. Fierce or not, her stares melts me.

To know that I’ll be getting seconds of pure stares with a few dancing and teasing here and there ahhhh it’s too much for my heart to take.

Am I even ready?

I'm sure tonight's going to be a long night... so far a lot has happened but I feel that it's just the beginning...

And it starts from....

“If you think there’s no way out, Love is the only way” here

If you think the crowd was already loud, you’re wrong, it can still be way louder.

I felt my face redden as that sexy-trot beat started playing. Yep. I guess it’s my day, I will die now. Those thoughts were going in my mind. Silly and weirdly I kinda felt a mixture of fear and excitement.

As the verse came in, the center stage starts to light up and someone started singing. And there they are...

A wide smile curved behind my mask.

Ahhh… I will die alright.

It’s BIGBANG.

“HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!”

The loud cheers and screams switched into laughters… especially when Big Bang started dancing comically and acting seductive. The crowd was having a blast.

Seungri was the person assigned to me. No… I think it was him who requested for me. He was pretty into it, he kept sitting on my lap and hugs me. It was funny alright but if you’re the person who they dance to, it was very uneasy and ghastly. I had my head down the entire freaking performance.

Although I had my laughs too, I also felt a bit of disappointment for some reason. Not to mention, also felt embarrassed. Maybe that’s what I get for expecting too much. Dara lapdance? Who am I kidding? Like they would allow her do that with a known personality? YG isn’t that rash.

After that slightly traumatizing stage, WINNER came next, they are performing BIG BANG’s Haru Haru. We were then escored to the backstage and were given the chance to meet with the whole YG family, I guess they have seen all these defeating and griefing expressions on these guys’ (participants) faces, that they’re doing this as compensation for the embarassment atleast.