ღ Show Me 》Billie Eilish ✔️

∆History of my life∆

My name is Billie Eillish my mom and dad give me the name because they said they love me. For me my name is the most precious thing. Its a beautiful name,right? My parents already passed away for about 11 years ago. The only thing they left for me is my name.

I dont know what to do with my life. Nobody here to hug and kiss me. Nobody here want to love me as my parents and take care of me. All of the things that my parents want to give me before passed away already got to my aunt who never care about me.

Because of i have no religion. I dont know who can i tell about my sad story. Finally i sold my soul to get many friends. But, they are not humans they are something that people cant see with their eyes but can feel it. Yeah the others souls are my friends. That make many peoples scared of me.

I have no confident anymore but i wont kill myself. I know my parents doesnt want me to kill myself just because of peoples. So,i will end with my mask. I wont take off my mask so nobody will scared of me and ignore me like usually.

Now, im studying in high school. Strangers call me a teenager.

I have no money,no love and im a useless. I hate my parents. They said they love me but at the end they left me. Maybe that is my destiny and i should endure the pain.

First day in high school,

"Dear my lovely students, i want to say welcome back to school. We would love to start with a fun school this year. So, you wont skip the classes anymore. This school will be your begin and thanks for choose our school, have fun" some speech from the headmaster make me even sleepy that morning.

I already study in this high school about 5 years but i never get any friends here. Nobody recognize me. Yeah, sorry for making this novel be in sadness because of my story.

All the students just talk to their friends without pay attention to the teachers who give some speeches on at the school hall. I can see a soul outside the window. She is looking at us.

Nobody know about her existed. I think she is waiting for someone, i can feel she is an ex-student here. Her face looks so creepy. I try to ignore from look at her face so she wont notice that i know her existed.

I adjust my mask on my face and looks down to my shoes. I bought them from working part-time with my madam Chareen who ask souls to come so they can have conversation with their families.

I know its sounds nonsense but whos care, nobody will give me money. She is the only one who can help with my life. I can get into a souls world. Sometimes, i dont know if im alive or already dead. I always think who will talk about 'late Billie' after i die one day.

In my class,

"Yo! Yo! Baby gurl...why dont you take off your mask huh? Who's nigga...hahaha!!" Asks Kendrick Lamar with his gang that make me sick. Im so sick with their shit words. They just know how to bully me because i wear the mask.

"None of your business" i said with a short sentence. They laugh suddenly. I dont tell them anyjokes. Ahh... i got it they already out of their mind.

"Billie Eillish, we heard you can see ghosts. Uuuuuuuu~ so scary uuuuuu~" Kendrick tries to annoy me again. His gang grabs my shirt. Kendrick flicked my forehead and smirks.

"Should i teach u a lesson? I said its none of your business, dude" i said while roles eyes. 'POW!' he gave me a punch that almost make me fall on the floor but gratefully i still sit on my chair. I dont want him to think that im weak just because of his punch. All of students in the class look at us.

"I should teach u a custom. Nobody can answer me rudely Billie and especially you!" Smirks Kendrick when he said that. Of course everyone respect him. He is a rich boy and he has a gang who always bully others people.

"Whatever,i got it" i said lazily. Teacher get into the class in the same time we want to start the fight. Kendrick roles eyes to me.

"We will talk later" he said.

"Dont need to" i replied him. My answer already make him be pissed but i know he wont dare to punch me in front of the teacher. Teacher teached us History of America. I dont know why should i care about the America History even my own history i still cant tell at all.

I look outside the window and i can see the soul which i saw in the school hall look at my class. This time i really look at her face. Theres something popped on her forehead and her face is pale. She seems wait for someone.

I tried to close my eyes. My eyes are glinted because of sun light. Suddenly once i open my eyes,the girl is not there. Im curious where is she. She is not outside she is missing.

"Hello? Where's everyone?" Im shocked when nobody in the class or outside the class. And i notice actually nobody at school!! Only me there. This is weird. I walk out from the class and looks around if anybody there.

I stop my step after heard something weird behind me. I freeze there, i cant move my body!. Oh ok ok, im wrong i can move but im scared. This is not my first time but this is still humans world. I dont want to move, im scared the sound is coming near to me.

I dont know what should i think. Finally my legs run away automatically. I can hear someone follow my steps and it follows me!!.

Oh no...what should i do? Nobody is here. I cant ask for help.