∆First Time In Marriage∆

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 I finally woke up from my dream and look at  the clock. it's 7.00 a.m. I still remember clearly what happened last night. Our first night. But it's just giving me some shivering after remember it. "Arghhh!" screams Billie looking on the floor. It's blood! I'm not on my periot! Where the blood came from? Then i walk and follow where is the blood come from...

 It's blood! I'm not on my periot! Where the blood came from? Then i walk and follow where is the blood come from

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and i saw these couple at my store room. "Arghhh! what are u doing here damn it!'" i can smell their smelly blood all the way i'm here! they are so smelly like goddamn. Noen saw me talking alone by myself. I mean he looked worry and upset at the same time. "Billie, what are u doing?" asked Noen made me anxious.

"What do you mean? i'm singing right now" lied me. I don't know if he believe in me cuz i can tell how my face is lying.

"Ahhh,... i guess you're singing for your baby in the tummy. You looked proud Billie" said him and walk out of the gate after seeing me. i hate the rumours really. Why they all just think of sex and baby? i'm just saying that i wanna get marry it's doesn't mean i'm pregnant! Like hey don't be so judgement person. I look at the couple again.

They want me to attend their wedding? i mean i'm happy they invited me but why it  must be ghost? It's tonight and they also already invited Shawn i guess he will drag me to their wedding tonight. "Okay okay i got it stop appear in front of me okay? you made my weak heart falling upside down" then they's faded and gone.

i'm going to school and i saw Shawn is waiting for me. Oh no... i need to find a way to avoid from him! is there another way anyways?! i don't like to see his face so much after what happened last night! i can't face him anymore and he looked at me. I'm freezing. He came close. No no no no... don't! my heart is beating so fast and automatically i close my eyes. And he walked passed me to meet his friends. What? is he just walked passed me? why?! Why everyone is ignoring me lately?! First, it's Noen and now my own husband. i glare at him. he looked at me and smirks.

Forget it Billie... so i went to my class. then i saw a group of acapella come into my class and they sang 'There's nothing can holding me back' to me. Every girls are jealous of my treatment. And Shawn come with his guitar. He looked so charming he sang with the acapella group. "Only for my wife" winkes Shawn to Billie. everyone will fall in love just by seeing his face. Now he's winking i will faint so seriously right now.

Kringgg... 

I walk to back home and i dont realize that Shawn is walking beside me. I'm smiling like a fool when he sang for me. His voice ahh... how sexy. i can see his Adam's apple. gosh billie you are such a hoe!. Then he pecked on my lip looking at me. "Hey... why are u smiling like a  stupid deer" chuckles Shawn. I freeze looking at him. My face is turning to be red. The time is stopping and it's hot for a sudden. 

"Oh look, It's a first snow" smiles Shawn look at the sky. My eyes can't run from seeing his good-looking face. The Goddest Shawn Mendes. He looked fluffy in this snowing weather with his hoddie. I want to touch his hair. The hazel brown eyes already made me speechless. "I love you" i said without i've realized. 

"huh?" asked Shawn. I slapped myself and look away. I want to run away and he pull my wrist.

 "You can't take back of what you're just saying,Princess..." smiles Shawn and kissed me. There is a lot of students looking at us but i don't know i'm just focus on his lip. His good scent. His pretty face of course. I can't denied it but i actually in love with him. I love him so much till i can't stop dreaming of him. All of my diaries just full with his name.




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