letters to hwang renjun.

to NCT.

5/6/20**

"To the world, we are NCT."
its been a year, but i still haven't forget it. thank you for keeping your promises everyone. unfortunately i cant reply to every one of you. so im just gonna cramp all my feelings in this one sheet of paper. i might be gone when you guys read this. im hoping that someone would find this letter and send it to all of you.

dear dream, thank you for always being there with me and be my friend. thank you for making my life happier. i honestly couldn't imagine how its like if i havent met you guys. i̶d̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶b̶a̶b̶l̶y̶ ̶d̶i̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶n̶e̶l̶i̶n̶e̶s̶s̶,̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶ ̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶r̶e̶m̶e̶m̶b̶e̶r̶ ̶m̶e̶.̶

no one can recreate the moment that we had together. our first debut together, our first win, our first award, our first concert. none of that can be replaced by anything. again, thank you.

dear hyungs and geges, thank you for raising me well, especially winwin. without all of your support, us dreamies would've been crushed by our own fear of failing. i know we were often separated by the company, but that doesn't change the fact that we are still close, that we are still a family.

and with that, i end this letter. if i could, i would meet all of you and have dinner together like we always do. but time is running out for me, and i dont want to tell you guys ive been sick all this time, not after all the hard work. not after i see how beautiful each and every smile you all have on your faces after winning an award.

be happy, always.

sincerely,
hwang renjun.

the end.