i like it when you bite your lip // drarry

Hard Potter

A/N: things get a little heated in this chapter. read with caution. you've been warned.

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h a r r y

What was wrong with me? I kept having dreams with a certain blond headed Slytherin kissing me passionately in that same exact place, where he kissed the corner of my mouth a week ago.

And worst of all, after having the dreams, I woke up with an aching boner. And today wasn't any different.

I looked around to see if Ron was in our shared room and thankfully he wasn't. I placed a silencing charm and then some locking spells on the door.

I placed my hand on my covered bulge and started palming myself. Then, I felt like that wasn't doing it so I let my hand go inside my boxers and touched myself, thinking the hands were Malfoy's.

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After avoiding Malfoy for a week, I thought the dreams would stop, but they didn't. It actually worsened and I was getting awfully more distracted than ever. Even Ron started noticing. I just couldn't get him out of my head. It was like he engraved himself in my mind, made sure I would think of him all the time and it did.

---------- (After 2 weeks)

Sitting in the Great Hall with Ron and Hermoine, I didn't even give a damn what they were talking about, because I was busy staring at Malfoy.

He was sitting and talking with his friends, Parkinson and Zabini. It was as if he knew I was looking at him, so when he wasn't eating or chewing his food, he was biting his lip.

Apparently, while I was staring at him, Ron and Hermoine followed my gaze.

"You know we don't mind you dating Draco, right Ron?"

I quickly stared back at them, trying to figure out why they were saying this.

"Oh! Yeah we don't mind at all, but please don't snog his face off in front of me." Ron said and added a chuckle at the end.

"Me? Dating Malfoy? Have you both gone nuts?"

"Yeah, what's wrong with dating him? It's not like he's a death eater again. Sure, the mark's still there, but he's changed." Hermoine said.

"For the better." Ron added.

"Why are you saying these things? I'm not even interested in him. Let alone guys." I lied, even if I knew Hermoine saw right through me. Was I that obvious?

"Yeah okay." Ron scoffed.

"Harry, we see the way you look at him. It's the one of that longing feeling. You want to reach out and hold his hand. It's all in your eyes, Harry. It would've been a shame if we didn't see it. It would've also been a shame if you didn't make him yours.

We've also seen the way he looks at you, too. But you're too busy rejecting the idea of you and Draco together. He looks at you with the same way, but he looks broken. It's like he hoped there would be something between you two, but after he saw you do nothing about it, he immediately got sad." Hermoine said.

"How do you know that?" I asked.

"It's the eyes Harry. It's always the eyes which speak." Ron said, surprising me with his poetic words.

"But why didn't he come after me?"

"That's your job Harry. You're a Gryffindor after all." Hermoine said.

There was silence upon them until Ron broke it off.

"Harry, it's obvious you love him."

"For Merlin's sake Ron! Me? Loving him? Why are we even speaking of this topic right now? It's not that important and I'm not interested in him as I said before." I said, becoming angrier and my voice got louder at the last four words. I got a few heads looking my way including Malfoy's. I couldn't handle it. So, I ran outside and went to a vacant bathroom.

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