The Love That Was Never Ment To Be

CHAPTER 6

To be neutral,I was really nervous of getting out of that classroom .Even if people just assume that am a bad ass,that doesn't mean I don't have fears,I have them ,just like a normal person has their own fears.The problem is just that I do not like showing them off.I don't like being treated as trush,I hate when a person uses that against me like my weakness or so.

At this point I wish the ground could fucking open and swallow me alive.The time when my brothers told me that people would begin making bets on me to see who gets in my pants first.My actual fear is meeting people for the first time.When I meet a person who is not close to me or so ,I just put on my badass face on . It's just that am afraid of being hurt again.

I remember the events vividly as if it was yesterday.My first boyfriend who I thought was my knight in shining armour,told me he wanted to throw me a party at his house.Making himself clear that I wasn't supposed to invite my brothers over.He told me that he was going to be there for me,that he will protect me the same way my brothers always protect me.After arguing a bit he told that I was gonna have the best night party of my life .

Being me I agreed,since when do Bel say no to parties.Atleast am gonna have a break after I and my brothers argument .They were telling me not to go to that Jamal's place since he was involved in a gang.I did not want to believe them since I never say no to the looks.He had them all.At that tym I was 12 since I was turning 13.

Jamal was 15 at that time.i know what you were thinking that am such a dumbass that goes for the looks not the age.Yeah,,I got that alot when I say alot I mean countless times .He was turning 16 that year.

The journey to his house started as soon as possible.The boys family were filthy rich.We arrived at his house .There were some decorations and a large strawberry cake.He actually knew my taste.

I cut the cake then shared it among his 7 guy friends .He later gave me a drink.I later woke up tied strongly on his bed naked.

"Hey our girl has woken up!!"one of them shouted.

"Ssweeeeeet!"another one

"Hey am gonna start first!!"Jamal shouted

"Hey Bel lemmie clarify things first.Am at this club known as Billionaire Boys Club.And I think you don't understand in this club we award points when we post videos of us making out and having sex.Well then to hit the nail on the head,,you are the virgin of the year.We always choose this when the girl has the prettiest looks , gorgeous and has the hottest body...well, unfortunately it is you and so that each one of us gets some money,when we post our video of us fucking you.And I never loved you.How can i love you when i can get girls my age or above .You are so stupid to fall for my looks.''jamal said.

I tried to scream but I remembered that his room was sound proof,why me.My below was hurting like a bitch after they finished with me.I could not believe that I was just raped by 7guys .I clothed myself as they told me as one of them carried me to the car.

They later dropped me at my doorstep and sped off.Who does that .In tears I knocked the door while still laying on the floor.Shane opened the door and later carried me to my bed.

The one that said money buys everything was right since when we filled charges,,their parents bribed the judge and they were never arrested.

From then I decided to never ever be a good girl anymore.I put the mentality in my brain who would want to date a girl who was raped.Thats when I changed my appearance ,went to boxing classes and became the bad girl and I will_

"World to Bel what's wrong"Miles asked me his chocolate eyes melting me.

"Aah nothing"I said.Thats when I discovered that I was still leaning on the class door.

"We were trying to snap you off your thoughts"Julian said.

I was being interogatted by all of them at the same time.

"I know what she was thinking about!she was busy thinking of the good time we were going to have in the janitors closet,right babe"Louis said giving me a sexy wink.

"Sure darling "I answered without even thinking.Trying to stop the hundreds of questions of "what's wrong"

"Okaay then let's head to the cafeteria am so damn hungry!"Victor said .

We began heading to the cafeteria in a horizontal line as if we owned the hallway.We were greeted by stares .Being typical us...we gave them smirks and winks.I guess it's high time this place knew who the new bad girl was.

Louis texted me that he wanted to introduce me as the bad girl or something.I expected him to announce it or something but no!!Taking me off guard,he stopped walking then grabbed my wrist and pushed me to his chest.He then grabed my waist tenderly what led to fireworks errapting in my stomach .He then softly placed his lips on mine .I was taken by surprise but later recovered and kissed him back . Without knowing it,we were practically making out in the hallway.He then released my hair from the bun and made it fall on my back while our tongues were perfectly dancing together.It was like the whole world did not exist and it was just us running it.He grabbed my ass making me wrap my legs around him then making me lean against the lockers .I was perfectly feeling his boner.

"Mmh hhmm"someone interapted.

"Oh please get a room"another person said.

I quickly got off him a smirk plastered on our faces.I was sure my face was tomato red.After looking at everyone most of them stared some having their jaws dropped while others smirking.

"Take a picture!!it will last longer"Louis shouted making everyone disperse.

Julia,Julian,miles , Sean and Victor were busy recording.Oh Jesus!!

"My God!!we actually thought that you were going to have sex in the hallway"Victor said.

"Jesus!! Miles did you just get a boner for watching them make out"Julia announced.

Everyone's head went from his face to his big boner.I couldn't help but laugh my bat out. Louis and I gave each other glances then continued laughing.

"Lemmie fix this , I'll be back,but actually you both were hot there ."Miles went in the opposite direction ,taking to a girl then walking off with her to God knows where and what they are up to.

"Bel you are such an amazing kisser"Louis admitted as we walked to the cafeteria.

"You too"I answered .

When we entered , people's mouths went shut as they gave us way to the front of the line .They quickly recovered and continued with the taking.

I only bought a bottle of water since I was not that hungry and I also had my Nutella sandwich with me.

I quickly spotted Shane with some guys.Did my brothers only have Greek gods as friends !?I started walking to that table as others followed me from behind.

Those boys were staring at me as if am the only thing interesting in the world .I reached the table but they were still staring.I decided to bang my hand on the table since I was sure that it will work out.

They finally regain there posture.

"This is my sister Bella or Bel or whatever you will pick ''Shane said.

"Bel this is Austin, Andrew ,Noah and Justin.They are my teammates in football"he said while pointing to each of them.I nodded slightly.

This is yet another chapter done!!my gratitude goes to all of you who took their time to read it,vote for it and commented on it.A big THANK YOU 😘