"I'll always be here for you~"

2

My eyes slowly opened as my alarm clock blared in my ears.

I didn't move, not having any motivation to get up.

I let my alarm go for another 5 minutes until I heard my brother groan.

"Turn off you flipping alarm Y/n" Sam groans.

"sorry." I mumble, moving my cut up arm over to my bedside table to turn off my alarm.

Once I turn off my alarm, I slowly make my way to my closet. Picking out a pair of jeans and a T-shirt.

Then I grab my brush and brush my hair, staring blankly at myself.

"Look at how ugly you are, no one could ever love you!" My mind taunts.

I stare, emotionlessly at myself, until I hear my phone go off.

It's a text message from Chris.
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Chris- Morning babe, have a good day at class!
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I stare at the text, not surprised about his actions.

He does this all the time, we fight, he's an ass to me, and then he acts like nothing ever happened between us.

After I finish up brushing my h/c hair, I put it into a side ponytail and put on my favorite Overwatch baseball cap.

One I finish, I look down at my arms, seeing them bare as I decided to wear a t-shirt, but quickly reminding myself to put on a sweatshirt.

"If anyone saw your arms, they would be so disappointed." My mind rambles.

"They would send you away, and they would judge you."

*ding!*

My phone went off again, but this time it was my mother.

Mom- Have an amazing day today sweetie! How does pizza sound for dinner? We can have a family night and have fun!

I look down at my phone, and reply back.

Me- Sure! That sounds fun!!

I click send and grab my backpack and get into my car. On my way to college.

I walked into my first class, setting my notebook down and drawing in it, until someone comes over and snatches it from my hands.

"OoooOooo!! What's this n/n's got?" Erin, a girl in my class says.

"Can you please give me my book back Erin?" I ask nicely, reaching for my notebook.

"Nope! Let's have a looksy!" Erin mock.

"Please Erin?!" I say, starting to get upset.

"Look at all these pretty drawings- oOps!" Erin's says as she purposefully wrapped half the pages.

"Stop!" I say fight back tears as I try to grab the notebook.

"Keep away from Y/n!" Rebecca, Erin's best friend says, as Erin throws her my notebook.

After everyone decided to join playing keep away with my notebook, my book was completely trashed. It was ripped to shreds, as I was in tears.