Society killed the teenager

The begging

I remember it as if it was yesterday , I was watching tv . I was suppose to be out the room before my dad got home because he didn't like anyone in the room . But I wasn't out so he started screaming at me and hitting me , my mom wasn't home and my sisters were all outside so no one would hear me crying , the next day I went to school and teachers would ask me what happen I would always lie to them , I was only six , I used to get bullied because I was too fat and didn't have a lot of money , I was poor . So months went by and I still haven't told my mom about him hitting me & she hadn't seen the bruises because I wore long sleeved shirts a lot .
Then my mom started dating this guy name Robert , he was great with me and keeping my mom happy , but my sisters didn't like him and some how my dad would always find a way to ruin our day , he was more like a father on my seventh birthday he surprised me with balloons and a cake my dad didn't even call me . After that I went out with my god father Eddie & his kids to game works . It was a blast i went home and there were presents from my stepdad . Besides the bullying everything was going good until I had to move in with my dad . Then that's when everything change , it went from verbal bullying to physical bullying , I was always scared to walk home because I never knew if id make it home alive .
I finally told my mom about me being bullied so she took me out of the school and we moved to homestead , everything got better I was much happier and actually liked it there we we were all happy then times started getting rough so we moved back to Miami and ended up in the shelter , and that's when the bullying started to begin again , there was only one person who understood me and it was my Bestfriend Lilly , she knew me like the back of my hand . Then my mom moved in with my uncle , and he started to be come very sexual , and raped me , I was scared to tell anyone so I let it happen when I tried to tell someone they kept saying I was lying that I was just seeking attention so I began to cut because I felt like I had none there , like everyone hated me . I missed my Bestfriend . It kept happening for a while ..