Life fucking sucks when you always draw the short straw.
It's hard when you trying to go far but the huge fucking wall always dragging me back.
My Mum never there my Dad's far away, I seem to never get my own fucking way.
Why do I always seem to put myself last when I should come first?
Why do I always draw the fucking short straw?
Please help me God stay on the right path cuz I'm in so much pain my hearts turned to dust.
Lord Mighty God what must I go through to earn your trust I've always done you good?
Lord I'm not worthy to enter under your roof but only say the words and my soul shall be healed.
My Fam say "stay strong raise your head up high" but my tears keep flowing through. My depression telling me to give up.
It's hard to battle through every day with bad thoughts in my brain.
I got no friends, I feel so fucking alone, nobody wanna be my mate.
AND NO I don't need your sympathy.
I've nearly flown a eleven times my inner scars will prove that.
I'm ready to hold the Grimm reapers friendly hand once again but this time never come back.
Life is tuff when you draw the short straw in life.
Lives lonely when your second fam don't have your back make you feel solo and alone.
make friends they say but no one wants to be my mate I'm alone.
I'm just a disgrace a waste of space.
I choose the wrong straw in life.
the wrong sperm to cross the line.
why do I always choose the short straw in life?
I should be used to it by now but I aint.
poverty, abuse, foster care, childrens home!
bullied all my life and its still going on cos I drew the wrong FUCKING straw in life.
