𝖎 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖜𝖍𝖔 𝖎 𝖆𝖒 .

𝔦𝔱 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔢 .

𝖎 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝖒𝖞𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 

( 𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔞𝔰 𝔥𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔢𝔰 )

❝ recently i have felt such an intense ache within me , some emotions that are brewing . . this combination of these three admired species . these abilities that i was blessed with , they make me 𝖕𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖚𝖑 , i feel as if they make me so much stronger . . i'm focused , i finally have a grip on myself , i've finally grasped that sense of control that i have been forever yearning . . and whenever i do— whenever i gain that sense of control that i have been longingly seeking , that is when my grip tightens . . that is when reality hits me . and it hit me hard , because now i realize that all of those occurrences that seemed as if they were just mere coincidences , in reality were not . . i've SAVED so many people . . i prevented them from living through their FEARS ;

stopping that apartment 𝖋𝖎𝖗𝖊 ,

preventing that truck from 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 into a tree ,

easing my 𝖉𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 classmates pain ,

rejuvenating those 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 flowers .

i now know ,

it was all 𝖒𝖊 .❞