I just sat there and cried and I was gonna leave but I had to see Payton one more time so I ordered an Uber that was 5 minutes away and walked into Payton's class and asked the teacher if Payton could come to the door so she called him over P: Hey baby what's up Y: Nothing but I justified wanted to do this I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him and he put his arms around my waist and after a good minute he pulled away P: What was that for Y: Idk just felt like it but I have to go bye baby love you P: Love you to baby bye He closed the classroom door and I walked out to my Uber *Home* My sister, mom, or dad wasn't home so I ran to my room put on one of Paytons hoodies and posted
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Itss_y/n There used to be days that I thought I was okay, or at least that I was going to be. We'd be hanging out somewhere and everything would just fit right and I would think 'it will be okay if it can just be like this forever' but of course nothing can ever stay just how it is forever. I don't want to hurt you or anybody so please forget about me. Just try. Find yourself a better friend. I love you guys. It's been fun
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I went to the bathroom and grabbed the pills and ran back to my room and closed the door and took about 6 and I started to feel dizzy and everything went fuzzy then black *3rd person POV* *5 hours later* Y/n's Parents and sister came home and her mom came into her room and screamed and ran over to her and tried waking her up but she wouldn't and she started crying. Her dad heard screaming and ran upstairs and couldn't even speak because of what he sees Y/m: Call an ambulance! So your dad calls an ambulance. And finally your older sister comes running in to see what's happening and see you laying on the ground the girl she bragged to her friends about because you were amazing, the person she confided in, the girl she felt most safe with laying on the floor cold and motionless. She won't get through her life laughing, smiling, and loving because she has an feeling of emptiness. And at school your best friend Cynthia sees your empty seat then gets this sick feeling in her stomach after they pull her aside and tell her. You killed your self. She's now sitting on the floor head in her knees sobbing because she didn't get to say goodbye or see you one last time. She wants you to just come out and hug and comfort her and tell her everything is okay like you always do, but not this time. Now her world has gone dark and her grades are slipping and she barley goes to school. She even ended up in the hospital because she tried to kill herself just to see you again. Then after school Cynthia went to Payton's house to tell him the news. Once she tells him he can't breathe he's in shock. He can't even talk to other girls except Cynthia now because whenever he tries they all remind him of you. He hates himself mad that he couldn't save you and he could no longer hold you, hear your laugh, even give you a kiss. Sometimes Payton, Cynthia, and Faith will sit in your room and reminisce but end up crying because they miss you. One day they found a note it was your suicide note addressed them they were scared to read it not knowing how they would react but they read it.
Dear Payton, Cynthia, and anyone else I'm very sorry but this had to happen I'm tired of all the bullying and the popular girls saying their gonna take Payton or hurt me because it hurts and I just want you to know that I love you all very much and I will always be there even if I'm not really there. You can check my Instagram there's another note there. I love you all, bye❤️ xoxo, Y/n🥀 They were on the verge of crying and after reading the Instagram note they were balling there eyes out. They love and miss you a lot
