They Put the Devil in the Rain

I Constantely Thank God You're Laying By My Side When I Close My Eyes Alone

"I'll be just fine/Pretending I'm not/I'm far from lonely and it's All That I've Got"

The wise words of Bert McCracken echoed.

The song changed to Nothing Feels Good by The Promise Ring.

As the melodic rhythm of nineties emo filled by room, some wise words of fight club entered my head.

I am Jack's deflated sense of pride
I am Jack's broken heart
I am Jack's internal suicide
I am Jack's raging tear duct
I am Jack's lost sense of worth

I love dark philosophy. I love the idea that god does not like you and your life is ending minute by minute. Those themes epitomized themselves in movies like Fight Club and Trainspotting. The thing about dark philosophy is it doesn't bullshit you

"And I don't know god" the singer said

Life is meant to be dark, without it how do we know light? Life is meant to be painful

I've got my hands on the one hand, and I don't know where to put them...

I was going to put a razor to my wrists again.