mental love

an ok day

So basically I hate it here,Everyone everything I seriously don't wanna be here right now.I wonder how the hell people like it here?anyways I'm up in my room listing to fall out boy while my parents are out shopping for furniture.As I'm drawing I hear a loud knock downstairs at the front door. I'm coming I said loud, as I go downstairs I open the door and I see a guy with light brown hair pale skin and beautiful blue eyes, immediately I say something I couldn't stop looking right in his eyes.Can I help you? Uhh hello I'm Ross I just came to ask if you'd like to sign up for a church group? As I kept looking right at his I eyes I responded with a little voice umm no thanks I'm fine with a smile. Well thank you for your time I hope I didnt bother you,Oh you didn't I say back I was just listing to music and drawing that's all, as he gets closer he tells me are you new here? Yes I am I said. Oh that sucks here it's a living hell haha he says , Yes it is I say with a little giggle Oh by the way I'm rose, well rose it was nice meeting you he says with a smile,well I better get going ill see you again I guess. As he leaves I close the door and I hear the phone ringing I go to the phone and answer it, Hello? Rose it's mommy I called just to check on you sweetheart I'm sorry it's taking long.Oh it's fine mom and I'm okay also I say, well I'll call you when we go get dinner she says, okay mom love you, love you to sweetheart she says.