~namjoon~
I had just gotten home waiting to see my angel. "Darling papa is home."I call out softly but i don't hear a response. I quietly walk up the stairs to see my little boy in his music studio with his headphones on and softly singing and strumming his guitar. I stood in the door way listing to his voice and I won't lie it is amazing.
~y/n~ I have been working on my new song for around two hours now while I wait for daddy to get home. I guess I was so caught up in my music that I did not realize that dada was standing in the doorway with food. I turn around and jump cause he scared me a little. I remove my headphones and put my guitar down and run over to daddy and stand on my tip toes to kiss him on the cheek."Hey papa what dat?" I ask pointing to the bag. "I decided to get you some food little one." I fell butterflies in my tummy from the nickname and he hands me a happy meal and I smile and thank him. We sat down on the floor and I slightly dance to music in my head while eating my nuggies. Nuggies are da best. "hey dada bear can you help me wif dis part?" I ask pointing to my lyric book. He looks at me and smiles "of course bun bun, hmm lets change the wording a bit here." He erases part and puts something new and I look over it and it sounds a lot better. "Fank you." I giggle
~namjoon~ Something happened in the past couple of days and my baby has locked himself in his music room. I hear music playing and they are his trigger songs so he has fallen into a depressed distant space and I'm worried he hasn't eaten or showered. I knock on the door for the fifth time today and he answered finally and he looks pale and his eyes are puffy. I scoop him up and cuddle him and ask him what is the matter. "I-I jus was no in a good mind state and me was sad for weasons I no want to talk bout right now". I cuddle him and rub his back. "it's ok love papa is always here. He nods and mumbles incoherent words and lyrics while playing with my fingers and I feel nothing but love for this small boy in my arms. I stand us up and make sure to get food in his belly then bathe him then we fall asleep whispering love song lyrics to eachother.
