I left without a word, hoping to make it so that I could give you everything and I come back and everything went wrong. If I had known I would have stopped everything and came to you, I swear, but schooling was so busy.. They gave me very little time to report home. We lost our house, and you seem to dispise the thought of me seeing you this way. I am happy seeing that you are alright, and possibly getting better. I should have been here, I am your partner for life and I failed to be here when you needed me, and for that, I am truly sorry.......... I feel like I have completley gone out of the vows and I feel terrible...... From now on YOU come first, not work. You are much more important to me. Know that I will never think less of you than I did a year ago. You're a strong woman and I love you very much, everyone has moments when their strength is questioned by forces unknown to man, but you can oversee them and get better. I love you.
