-My vision was spinning around. The world turns black and white in an instant. In the middle of it all, there aren't any clouds in the blue and red sky... Red, a red signal, and...! The intense contrast of the two colors was burning my corneas.
Just what is spreading out from my eyes?
The idiotic call of a cicada pierced my ears.
The smell of iron mixes with your scent.
Almost as though all my senses were beating directly into my brain.
On the crosswalk, a burnt tire mark and a red line the same size as your little body were drawn. Now, I knew I couldn't do anything, but I still ran next to you. As I swallow, the haze pushes the truth into my eyes, nose, and head.
The one who is here isn't you.
Not the you I was talking to until now.
It's only a mass of some sort of red lump.
Even if anyone says so, this thing isn't you.
I feel nauseated and my head starts to hurt. My eyes were blurred like I was trying opening them under water, drops of water started falling on the asphalt. It looks like the water is dropping from my eyes.
My mouth starts moving as I try to talk, but I wonder if it was erased by the sound of the cicadas or if the voice never came from the start, I couldn't hear anything at all.
I have to tell you.
Just now did I decide to tell you.
I have to quickly tell you.
The more I sway, the closer the heat haze seems to be.
It was standing there laughing, trying to get between you and me.
Please don't get in my way, I must tell her now.
You can laugh the as much as you want afterwards. But now, please leave us alone.
This is very late, and you can feel disgusted, but...
The way that you're a bit selfish,
and your habit of beating when you're embarrassed,
and the smell of your fluttering hair, all of it.
-I, loved you the most.
