Hold You Down.

"Tragedy" ^^ Justin.

Hustle*

Today, Monday and my First day of physical therapy.

I got my feeling back in my legs but it's still kind of hard to walk on my own without my walker they sent me home with.

"Aye Baby you ready?" My mama yelled from downstairs.

"Yeah, ma hold up!" I yelled back.

Damn, that's my mama and all and I love her to death. But, she's definitely not the woman she was two years ago.

She aggy as fuck.

And I gotta feeling she's hiding something about Adrian and Riana.

I don't have a phone, can't do shit for myself and I definitely can't drive right now.

Until, I can get out and found out what the fuck happen after the day I was shot. I'm stuck in the blind.

And I don't like that shit.

I finished brushing my hair and I headed downstairs.

Her ass was already outside in the car.

" you know you could've helped a Nigga out
Or something. I got this damn walker in my way." I said to her once I got in the car.

She took a long breath and pulled out of the driveway.

It was an occurred silence between us as she drove down the highway.

"You know Son.. I love you with all of my heart. You're forever going to be my baby boy. I just wish you had've done things differently

I should've never brought that boy in my home.
I felt sorry for the kid he was only a baby then.
I thought I could raise the both of you to be different from your fathers." She went on.

"Hold up." I interrupted her.

"That boy! Is my brother! No matter what, ima man before anything and I don't follow no nigga footsteps. I did what I did because I wanted to!" I snapped back.

"And since we're on this topic. Why don't you tell me what really happened to him and Ree?
And why you keeping me away?.." I snapped again.

"ADRIAN SHOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN YOU MIXED UP IN HIS FUCKED UP FAMILY MISERY TO BEGIN WITH!"

"You wanna know what really happen. Ha , here's what happened, after you were shot Adrian dropped you off and disappeared.

After, the doctors told us you were going to die to give up "THAT GIRL" you love soo much. She went ghost too! OHH!
Your father! He hasn't called one time, even after I told him you was going to die! "

My mom completely snapped and I can't lie
The shit she was saying had my blood boiling.

I was ready to get the fuckkk out the car!

Right after that we pulled into the Therapy clinic. She pulled up to the front entrance and stopped.

"Call me when you're ready." She said to me as I was getting out the car.

By the tone of her voice I could tell she had a attitude.

I guess I gotta use one of the nurses phones. I thought to myself.

I walked into the clinic and up to the
Nurses desk.

If you're here for physical therapy sign here."
The woman sitting at the desk said to me.

I signed the sheet and looked for somewhere to sit until they called me to the back.

The clinic was packed and all the close seats were taken.