These Summer Nights (a Taylor Caniff FanFic)

*CHAPTER 38*

JADAS POV:

I slept on the floor of Cam and Sophias room last night.

Matthew is still not here an I'm starting to get sick to my stomach.

Me Sophia, Cam, and Lindsey are all downstairs because Taylor isn't feeling well.

We were sitting around the table for about 5 minute.

Then Someone barges in the door.

It was Matt.

Am I happy or angry? I really don't know but I feel relieved.

"Hello." He mumbles and runs upstairs.

HE. IS. A. MESS! Oh my god.

"Jada go upstairs." Lindsey whisper screams pushing me off the chair.

"Okayy!" I whipper back giggling.

I run up and the door to I guess "our" room is closed.

I knock and I get a weird feeling in my stomach.

"Who is it?" Matt say carelessly.

"Uh. Jada." I say all pinch faced.

"You can leave." He says and I start to get upset.

"I'm sorry?" I manage to say.

"Really? Like that will help." Matt replies into his pillow.

"Listen I'm sorry. I never really wanted him to be my boyfriend. It was a mistake." I say and my eyes start to water.

"Then stop making mistakes." He shouts at me.

The door was never locked, I just didn't want to barge in.

I opened the door and I was surprised.

Matt was hysterically crying on the bed.

"Matt!" I Scream.

He just keeps crying.

"Matt. I'm really really truly sorry." I say frowning.

"It's not that." He says wiping his face.

"Yesterday was the worst day of my life." He answers cleaning himself up.

"My little brother died. He was riding his bike in the street and he got hi by a car. He was only 8. And the worst part was, you weren't by my side." Matt says, a tear rolls down his cheek.

"Babe! I'm so sorry. Can this argument just be over with. I promise nothing like that will ever happen again. I love you with all my heart." I say and now I start crying,

"Fine." He answers cracking a smile.

He pulls me onto his lap.

He cries and it makes me upset.

I feel so bad.

"So when do you have to go back home for the funeral?" I ask him rubbing his back.

"In two days. I texted all of the guys this morning. Everyone's coming down." Matt says wiping his face again.

"I'm so sorry." I say and this times I mean it.

"It's okay." He says and looks down.

He suddenly pulls me closer and presses his lips against mine. Our lips move in sync.

I missed this. A lot!

We walk downstairs hand and hand.

No one knows what to say about Matts brother.