The Different One

And the Story of my Life

I've always been jealous to Stacy's life. Big house, complete family; mommy, daddy, 'lil bro then her. They're rich and she's famous. Why can I not have that kind of life?

Mom said dad died after I was born. She said dad was a military guy and he died in a war. I asked my brother Adam how its like to have a dad. He said its really nice. So mom became my mom-dad. She managed to raise us even if we're not rich. We're not rich but thank God not broke either. Mom works in an office and Adam works as a waiter at a coffee shop.

As a kid I never had a friend other than Aze. I always get into fights. When I was in middle school I was the biggest dork in school. Everyone hates me. Well I hate them back.

Then now im in highschool. Still a bit dorky but more likely a geek. I've got new friends now like Janine but she dont really talk that much. She's always busy doing her maths. I sort of hang out w/ some of the boys in my chemistry class every thursday night at Greg's house because thusday night is movie night.

College is just like a plan B in my life. Plan A is that after highschool i'll find a work until I earn money then buy a camera and do photography then be famous like Kim Kardasian. But actually im kidding. No Kim Kardashian on my plan. Heck no.  Plan B is to finish highschool i'd go directly to college. But im too lazy to go to college after highschool.

Guys arent in my mind yet. The only thing i can offer to them is friendship. Also, its impossible to find a guy that meets my standards. Which sucks. Cuz that means im going to grow up and not find a husband and turn into a "crazy cat lady" that lives alone and dies alone where my cats will eat my corpse and just be found by the police after 6 weeks of death. Man, that must suck.

"Dude it's break time" said Aze.

"Right sorry." I said. I didn't notice the time because I was thinking too much about life.