Too Late to Know

When it happens

Since then, without realizing I continue to imagine by her smile. Damn, I can hardly forget that sincere smile, without realizing I want more, want to see her smile once more. That smile seemed to have influenced me, changing the mindset that I lived all this time. Wait, can't she smile?

Wednesday, damn I almost don't want to go to school today. Not because I hate sports, but what I hate is running around the field, what is the purpose? Waste of oxygen.
"Yun! Want to go to the field?" I shouted out, I stood up from the bench that I was sitting on and also slowly approached Yuna,

"Yes, but, I'm too lazy," she replied,
"Wow, good time to hear, let's take it off!" I quickly grabbed and pulled Yuna's hand while walking rather quickly out of the room.

"Woahi woah, uh, take it off? But where? Didn't the teacher find out?" she said while breathing heavily,

"It's 50-50, but usually it's not, just follow along," I replied cheerfully, "So, we arrived" I said.

"You ...," she said, she suddenly hit my arm and continued to say, "this is the canteen, there is nothing special at all," she said firmly, 

"Hehe" I laughed while pulling two chairs next to each other and sitting also looking up at her face.

I was surprised, again, she showed that smile to me. Her smile that she never showed to others, even though it was Charlie she liked, she didn't show it. There was a glimmer of relief in this heart, but somehow I was disappointed, I felt that she wanted to show that smile only to me.

Pain, relief, disappointment, happiness, sadness. All mixed up, I'm so confused. But, I held back this feeling not come out and destroy this moment, with a face that covered the feeling, I said,

"Take a sit Yuna, let's eat".