Love hurts

Chapter 22

Ariana's p.o.v
"I'll give you all I had nothing less I promise, love me and don't look back I want you with me on this road to the sky .. We'll be shinnying every night I promise you .. Just me and you"
I wrote down in my journal .
I usually keep this journal whenever I write .
I then went back on twitter then I began to see a lot of people talking .. About me .. I honestly would ignore this but the things they said they RUMORS that where coming I couldn't handle this anymore . I was beyond mad at this point that I broke out into some tears ..
@ArianaGrande : I've seen some bad things about me .. But this is just to much .
@ArianaGrande : I don't understand how people have the joy of hurting others .
@ArianaGrande : YOU DONT KNOW ME
After that last tweet I started thinking ..
Mm you don't know me , I then grabbed my journal and started writing
"Center of attention once again
They don't understand
They don't understand
Then they try to tell me who I am
But they don't understand
They don't understand ... "
Mmm ... I kept thinking and the more I saw tweets and just all this bull shit I started to get mad and wrote more .
"I don't need to live by your rules, you don't control me
Until you've walked a mile in my shoes, you don't know me
And I know, I know, I know you don't like it
You don't, you don't, you don't know where I've been
It's my life so truth be told
I see you thinking but there's just one thing clear
And you think you know but you don't have no idea
Think you know me but there's more to see my love"
After that I sang that part of the song and I right away sent it to my producers
Jai's p.o.v
I went to an out side mall bc Ik ari shops here a lot and Ik her favorite stores are here
I first went to American apparel and bought her a black crop long sleeve off shoulder top
And some black high waisted jeans
After that I went to brandy Melville and I got her an alien sweater
Then I went to top shop I got her a black lace bralet
Then right across the street I saw channel I had to get my babe something from her favorote place
When I walked in I went straight to the shoe section and I saw some whi re stilettos , I knew she would love them so I got her size and bought them right away .
After that I walked out and headed to my car . And then it hit me .
I'm proposing to the girl of my dreams . I honestly can't believe this .
A tear cane from one of my eyes and then I remembered I Had to txt luke to ask him if everyone's their .
Jai: is everyone their ?
Luke: yes
Jai: ok see you soon : )
Luke: ok babe 😘
I swear sometimes luke acts so gay .
I started to laugh to my self and I got into my car end headed to their place .
Oh shit let me call Mohammed to ask if he's at aris house yet .
Hey mo ! Are you at aris place ?
Oh . *He started laughing* I was right about to call you my friend . Yes I am here , we're about to get everything ready .
Alright , I appreciate it . Thanks again I said .
No problem . Mohammed then ended the phone call .
Alright time to go to the boys house get ready have ariana get ready and then we go out to eat then , go to aris place propose and then that's it . I started smiling , I'm so ready for this .
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Hey my loves , so sorry I haven't been updating :(
But I hope you like this chapter & ya ilysmmmmm 💜 and I'm going to be updating more since I'm on thanksgiving break 😽 anyways as always
Love you