I have never been in love, I have seen people in love which means that love exist .But why ,why me? Why can't I feel that way ,I wondered if something was wrong with me ,am I frozen inside . Ooh hi there am Eric 22 years old and have a sister who makes me wish I was the only child but I still love her , don't tell her I said so.
Today I am gonna tell you about well you might have guessed about my dilemma when it comes to love, I mean why can't I also feel it ,it's not like I was deprived of affection. In fact I received all the love growing up but I still couldn't get my heart to beat for anyone .when I hit my teen years most of my friends got themselves girlfriends which progressed to ex's some with terrible and disastrous ending but they still progressed while I remained single. I summed it all up to not being ready ,but years passed and still nothing until that faithful day.
It was my 18'th birthday 4 years ago .I originally didn't want a birthday but my sister planned it something about outdoing her arch enermy' s brothers party which I must say was epic . On that day my sister dragged me out to get a hair cut which I normally strongly oppose to ,I just love having long hair but on that day I thought what the heck, I took a bath and threw in anything that didn't stink dont be shocked I am known to be a slob , she drove me to the salon, instructed them to give me a dignified hair cut something that wount cause her embarrassment at my own party, CAN YOU BELIEVE HER, anyway I did as she asked and didn't even bother to check myself in the mirror it was just a waste of time and since she already paid I rushed out tripped and landed on top of someone worse our lips collided.
It felt like I was zapped with 1000 volts of electricity ,I jerked up fast almost falling again but I steadied myself with the door.i touched my lips in shock and felt a sting , my lips got cut. Angrily I raised my head ready to yell but words failed me , it was like I was frozen I couldn't move or utter a single word . I had never met such a beautiful person before and I just couldn't take my eyes off him all I could was stare , he spoke but I couldn't hear a word . His lips moved so I could tell that he was talking it was like the world was put on pause and that we were the only two right at this moment . I felt a hand on me then the air thickened and it happened again this time stronger .
My body felt weird I was reacting in an uncomfortable way ,this person was gourgious , eyes pools of baby blue . I felt myself drowning in them the hands felt soft against my skin and body "mmh" so hot totally hot. Then I felt my body cringe as if in rejection to what my mind was thinking.
Why was i reacting like this especially to this person , first of all it wasn't right and secondly the person made my heart feel weird . I pulled my hand away then tried to run but was quickly grabbed by my hand again and this time I swear it was like a scene from a romantic movie only this time the characters were not only weird but wrong on many levels , this encounter was not suppose to occur.
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Romancelove was never on his agenda as he never understood it but when he showed up , his perception in life changed.Would he be able to melt his frozen heart?
