Erase the pain

By the way

Everyone was doing there own things in the akatsuki base, Kisame was in the kitchen having a nice talk with obito. Since he finally tore down his walls and revealed who he was, everyone now treats him as a fellow member.

Him and obito we're talking about recent missions, and training tips. Odd that obito was actually taking his advice, and to think he'd ask itachi for tips since there both uchiha's.

Itachi was a strange boy, always so uptight and never shows emotions. Everyone always tried to show he wasn't alone, my God even Sasori was trying and he doesn't feel feelings.

But no matter what he never let anyone in, and he was so uptight and to himself. It kinda sadden the shark man, he was young and should try to make friends and try having fun.

" Hey Kisame Danna hn, obito Danna un "

" Sup "

" hey deidara "

" What are you two talking about yeah? "

" Training tips and recent missions "

" Can I join un? "

" I thought you hated my gut deidara? "

" That was before I found out you were you hn, and I sadly respect you an uchiha yeah "

" Huh?, New well alright. But just because you tend to get excited when you talk about your skills and art "

" Shut it obito hn "

The two kinda laugh at the blonde, everyone here was actually kinda on good terms with each other, though some people are mean time to time.

The three were talking when they saw itachi and konan walking into the kitchen.

" Hey konan, itachi what are you doing? "

" If you forget Kisame we always start to make dinner around this hour. For I have to make everyone a special dish, and Konan was assigned to help me this week "

" Yeah, but I don't really mind "

" Oh yeah I forgot un "

" Yeah my little cousin is the best "

Obito said and ruffles itachi hair a bit, he looks unfazed. He simply remove his hand and they began to prepare dinner.

Kisame looks at the boy, wondering what goes on in that little head of his. He really wants him to open up, he wants to see what he hides inside and see who his true self is.

(.............................................)

Everyone gathered around and had dinner, everyone thanked itachi and konan. Hidan had forced everyone into staying and play hardcore Monopoly.

Though he was getting pretty angry because itachi was beating everyone. What do except he's the smartest one here, he can form a plan and knows how to calculate and manage his money. Even though kakuzu the banker didn't want to give anyone money, even though it was a game and the rules.

" Fuck this!! "

Hidan said and flips over the gameboard, everyone yells at him for doing that.

" I think it's best we all head to our rooms to get some sleep "

" Yeah, that sounds like a plan Sasori "

Everyone was getting up to walk to there room, but hidan decided to be fucken funny. He stretched out his leg and Kisame didn't see it in time, and trips.

Itachi who was by him, he grabbed the sleeve of his cloak and pulls him down with him. Itachi had fallen on top of him, but what shocked everyone was itachi and Kisame's lips were pressed against each other.

Kisame's eyes widen and itachi was quick to pull away and stand up. He offers Kisame a hand to help him, Kisame had a blush across his face.

He took his hand and he helped him up, and everyone look at the two.

" I'm so sorry itachi really "

Everyone was waiting for itachi to get angry and yell, and everyone watched hidan eating popcorn.

" It's quite alright it was an accident "

" HUH?!!! "

Everyone said in Union as itachi seems so cool with just sharing an accidental kiss. Everyone was confused, he turns and walked to his room.

" What just happened? "

" He gave two shits you kissed him hn "

" Are you a bad kisser? "

(.............................................)

While everyone question the shark man, itachi once he reached his room let's a blush appear on his face.

' what the hell was that?!, Kisame and I just shared a kiss, my first kiss!! I know it was an accident but it felt good, and I want to try it again. No itachi conceal don't feel, you know what happened last time you fell in love, besides how can you forget '

The voice in his head told him, and he sighs sadly. He throws his cloak on a chair in the room, and takes off his sandles and lay on his futon.

He looks at the ceiling the kiss felt good, even though it only lasted maybe a second or two. He admits he found his partner Kisame Interesting, and hot.

Since a long time ago he's started to develop feelings for the said man, but didn't show them. For they weren't important to show, besides last time he fell in love it ended Terribly.

' how could I forget?, Shisui was everything to me I didn't want him to leave me. I loved him and to push him off that cliff with my own hands, it pained and scared me to this day. I don't believe in love if it doesn't exist, I can't get what I want I'm the bad guy now. I can't get my happy ending now or ever, I'll just have to deal with these feeling till I die. It won't take long since my illness is catching up with me, but still it would be nice to know what it felt like when someone loves you back romantically '

Itachi sighs he turns to his side, I'll take a while for sleep to kick in. It'd just be him and his thoughts, and that's what he hates the most.

it's okay to have feelings. Just make sure they stay as feelings, and nothing more. 

12/19/2019

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