Winter wish

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The winter night was  filled with stars that twinkled as the light snow falls down from the sky in uniformed formation, this is the day, on this night, everything I had was gone, taken away by a vicious demon. Tonight I’ll visit his grave, the man who tried everything to keep me from harm, the man I had to fight, my father.
I held tightly to the scarf around me, I was reminded of the person who gave me this gift. At first I thought that I  would have no need for it, but I quickly changed my mind. Now I keep it safe, the warmth of the scarff keeps me at ease, I thought of the person who made it. At first when I first met her she was the enemy, I had no reason to think of her any other than just the enemy, then after she was defeated and she decided to come join the guild. I was sort of happy that she did tho I'd never shown it.

Later on she became my friend, an annoyance but still but a friend, I didn't understand why she was so obsessed with me, stalking me around however, I didn't 100% dislike it slowly . Then she became really close to me like dependency I needed her. lastly she became someone I wanted to protect someone I really cared about someone, I never wanted to lose I'm not really good at expressing myself in fact I'm quite the opposite I do things rationally without thinking so me saying that I like her even love her is something I lack confidence of but I do feel the warmth of her happiness in the ones of her love inside.
I was close to my destination, when I saw a figure near my father's tombstone, I couldn’t make out who the person was, or what they were doing there “Hey” !! I yelled to get the person's attention. However as the person looked up from where they were standing I saw who the person was I came closer to make sure I was right (I was ).
“What are you doing here I thought you were at the guild, aren't you cold Juvia ?” I said in a soft yet in a concerning way, her beautiful pale face blushed in redness “ Oh- Graysama it’s you, no..no Juvia isn't really cold” Juvia smiled as I got close enough that I was standing next to her, “Why are you here “ ? I asked her again I honestly didn’t really care all too much that she was there or not she just startled me.
She turned towards me with a more settled face “ Juvia knew Gray-sama would be here tonight, so Juvia thought she would pay her respects and wish Silver a nice  holiday since christmas was in a few days” Juvia said she stood on top of the pure white snow puffy little clouds were seen every breath that she made  this year has been the coldest night in magnolia in years .
Somehow my heart was filled with warmth and joy, I slowly took Juvia’s soft small hand and held it “Man your hand is like ice you should wear gloves next time” I laughed to distract me from where I was and what I was there for, Juvia blushed and did her usual crazy girl thing where she overreacted at the sight of my hand was holding hers, sometimes it was extremely annoying as all hell, but not tonight, somehow, it was different, it was the cutest thing and I couldn’t help myself from holding in a laugh and a smile, so I let one out after a small laugh I was reminded of where I was.
I looked towards her “Thank you” I said “I needed a little bit of happiness for tonight you know” I said as she came closer to me for a hug, her arms where warm from her winter dress, I loved her dress it was blue like her usual outfit, but at the top to where her shoulders were, and at the bottom  where her cafs were shown gray fur was draped over her like a gown to keep her warm, her big furry hat kept her head warm.
I didn't want to let go of her, this reminded me of the time when I fought my father for the last time, in the end Juvia saved him and he finally was put to rest, I couldn't imagine what she was going through when she had to  fight the enemy, but I am forever grateful that she was always there for me when I needed her to be. I held tightly to her then she let go, “ Do you wish to be a lone Juvia can go if you’d…” “ No I’m alright you can stay if you want, I'm almost done anyway,” I said once again to distract me from the pain I would feel if I was alone. I then noticed the flowers in front of the cross with my fathers name carved on it “ Those from you”?
I questioned, she nodded her head “Yes I thought it would be nice”, the flowers were roses and lilies my father's favorite, I would remember my father bringing them home for my mother “Women like roses right “ I asked Juvia to somehow change the subject “ Well I love roses they smell very nice and the red color of them seems to brighten up a dark place in my opinion”
I smiled when she said that “ Well then.” I said as I bend down to pick a rose off the snowy ground and gave her it “Gray-sama you didn't “ “ Eh he has a lot of those I thought he would be sad If I stole one right” I giggled a bit, even though if I was alone I would be sobong like a little girl and wanting to die or something depressing, but not with her, not with Juvia. Even thogh she was crazy , creepy at times, overdramtic and victious tho those who even glace at my direction from the opposite sex. She made me smile, and makes me laugh, I was so grateful and happy that she’s in my life. And when she sacrificed her very being to keep me safe (even though I went on a rampage after being revived from her ) I would have never been the same without her.
She was my everything, my happiness, my laughter, joy , rock, etc . I love her, I really love her I want to show her that I do, so I turned towards her and without even thinking ( well I wanted to say this to her but just never found the perfect time to ask her ) “There is this little house on top of this hill close to where I was born, I was wondering If you and me could somehow by it and maybe live together ?” I asked, Juvia shocking looked towards me, “How many rooms?'' she asked. I smiled and stood there for a minute in silence then I  whispered but loud enough for her to hear me loud and clear “ Just one “ I slowly grabbed her hand when Juvia heard my answer she gasped “ Gray-sama are you implying” I stopped her in her tracks.
“Hey, I’m not saying now, hell we aren't gonna bring this up for another year or something because I’m sure as hell not confirming or denying this, however, would you I----I mean given the suggestion  do you maybe wanna … Oh I don’t know …...Uh Get married “ As I said this
A loud scream came from Juvia’s mouth and tears running from her face and she fell to the ground . I kneeled down to her level and grabbed her and called her name, but I was tackled to the ground with Juvia’s sobs “YES YES GRAY YES !” Juvia sobs “ He-y I said maybe don’t get too happy over that “ I lied of course I wanted to tell her but I just never wanted it to be now… My nightmare yet happy nightmare came true. But as I was holding Juvia I felt a brush of cold wind and I felt something cold as If someone was giving me a hug, I slowly sighed and whispered so Juvia wouldn't hear “ Well dad, looks like you are going to have a crazy yet nice daughter in law, thank you dad ...for this I love you and thank you” .

THE END

A/N
Hi (●’◡’●)ノ thank you for reading this.... I thought I'd never put this out here but here we are

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