*TRIGGERS!
-Cutting
-Jay Crying(lol)
*Kit P.O.V.*
I wait until all the students have left before I meet Mr. Purdy outside his class. I walk to his class and knock on the door.
"Yes?" He asks.
"It's Kit, sir." I say. He bids me in and I walk in slowly. I sit where he beckons me, on his desk.
"Did you tell Jay and Dahvie you were staying?" He asks. I nod and he smirks the slightest bit.
"What exactly are we do-" I am cut off by Mr. Purdy's lips pressed against mine. My mind screams PERVERT!!! but my heart tells me to keep going. What... What is he doing? I push away and pant, he was kissing me so long I couldn't even breathe.
"What're... what're you doing?" I ask. I get no response and shudder ever so slightly. He wraps an arm around my waist and kisses me again. One hand; on my waist. The other; moving up and down my ribcage. I end up kissing back and as my arms go around his neck, the door bursts open.
"ASHLEY YOU FUCKIN PERVERT GET OFF MY DAUGHTER!" Jay yells. I jump back and almost fall off of his desk.
"Jay, calm down. She's what, eighteen?" Ashley asks.
"No. Seventeen." Says Jake, walking through the door. "What's the matter, Jay?"
"HE WAS KISSING AND GROPING HER AND HE'S LIKE TWENTY FIVE SO IT JUST NO!!!" Jay yells, obviously angry. I cry silently and walk out of the room, hoping they don't notice. Jake does. He follows me put and hugs me once we're out of their range of sight. I lean into him and cry freely now, not caring about my appearance.
"Shh... It'll be okay..." HE whispers. I shudder and close my eyes. Jayy and Dahvoe walk to us and embrace us into a Kit-Jake-Jay-Dahvie bearhug.
"Lets go." Jay says. I nod, and with tears in my eyes, we walk out of the school building and to the car. We drive home and once I'm out of my car, I go into my room and play my Black Veil Brides playlist.
"I never meant to be the one
who kept you from the dark.
But now I know my wounds are sewn
Because of who you are
I will take this burden on and become the Holy one
But remember I am human,
and I'm bound to sing this song.
So hear my voice
Remind you not to bleed
I am here.
A Savior,
Will be there
When you are feeling alone, oh.
A savior, for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm."
I cry as Savior plays and look at my jewelry box. I go to it and open it. Costume jewlery, lip piercings, they all fill the box. But at the bottom; a razor. I take it out and stare at it. I cry harder and take the razor to my skin. As I make the fifth cut, a knock on my door shakes me out of my pain.
"Y-yes?" I stutter.
"Can I come in?" Asks my friend, Gerard.
"Gimme a minute..." I say. I throw the razor in the box and slip my sleeves down to cover the cuts. I turn the music down and open the door.
"You okay?" He asks. I shake my head 'no' and he envelopes my into a giant hug. I cry and we just sit their, a crying girl and a beautiful man. After a while I stop. He holds me tight, and I close my eyes.
"Why don't we go down stairs?" He asks. I nod and we walk down to the living room. Jay and Dahvie sit on the couch and the look at me. They take in my messy hair, my red, puffy eyes. The glance at Gerard and he nods.
"Kit, can you... can you roll up your sleeves?" Asks Dahvie in a tentative voice. I close my eyes and roll up my sleeves. They see the cuts and stand up. They hug me tightly and I hear Jay cry.
"You don't have to do this..." whimpers Jay. I shake my head and we just sit on the couch, all of us crying. I doze off and the last conscious though I have is
'Why can't I just die? I'm a fuck-up.'
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Chasing Rebel Love
RandomThis is an AU where BVB and others are just now getting started, but they're noticed in the music realm by almost everybody who listens to metal. :) Enjoy!!! Kit and Lucy are two normal, adopted twins. When they move schools and find out that six mu...
