𝙬𝙚𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙙𝙖𝙮 || bnha x bts x femreader || DISCONTINUED

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"I want to breathe, I hate this night"

"I want to wake up, I hate this dream."

"I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead"

"Don't wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours."

"Y/n? Open the door! I have someone that you might want to meet." my mother's voice said behind the door to my room, I got out of my bed with earphones on my ear. I turned down the volume and opened the door. Nobody was infront of my door so I assume that my mother went down already.
I descended down the stairs and there I saw a guy talking to my mother. He was wearing a black mask and a black cap, only seeing his eyes.
"Eomma, who's that?" I said in a monotone voice, plucking one earbud out of my ear.
"Oh! Y/n! Come and sit down I will introduce you to your cousin." She said and made a hand gesture that meant I should sit beside her.
"Cousin? I thought I killed them all." I said in a monotone voice again.
"Oh honey he is not japanese." My mother said, my eyes widened abit. "My korean cousin?" I asked, my mother nodded at me.
I stared at my.. cousin, his hair was obviously dyed into brown. His eyes were very familiar, he looked very familiar. His eyes looked nervous and scared because of the way I stared at him. I was really creepy, my skin is very pale and my h/c hair is tied into space buns, and I'm wearing a kid of childish dress. So I basically look like a living doll or something.
"Why are you wearing a mask and a hat? Are you hiding your identity?" I asked in an innocent voice and my body glitched a little as I tilted my head sideways.
"Um, Uhh.. I'm—" My cousin got interrupted by my mother. "Oh Y/n, he is sick that's why—" My mother got interrupted by my cousin's coughing fit. "hmm, his coughing seems.. fake" I innocently said and my cousin's eyes widened. He shook his head.
"I am sick haha" he said, I plug in my earphones and turn up the volume abit. "I'll get ready for school, eomma. This is just wasting my time." I monotonously said and ascended up the stairs and went in my bedroom.

"I need your love before I fall, fall"
"Give me your hand and save me, save me"
"I need your love before I fall, fall"

The song entered my ears. It was a song written by my favourite band, BTS, and the title is 'Save Me'. This song made me emotional sometimes, I understand the lyrics alot.

You're wondering why I'm like this right? Why am I so depressed? Why am I so emotionless when I talk?

Here's my story