Life in general sucks. It's so unforgiving and challenging. Life is not happy, loving, or even depressing it's just there. Once it's there, it'll only be there once and it will be gone for good. I mean what happens when we die? Will it be like before we were born, darkness and feelings of nothing not even a memory of before birth? Or will we just be stuck for eternity just here. We don't know. The only people who know are dead. Never to be seen or heard of again. Will we ever truly know? Probably not. Does it scare us humans? You bet it does. But it's inevitable it will happen no one knows when or how but it does. Honestly, this is the only reason I haven't died. The only reason I haven't committed suicide. The not knowing what will happen, not knowing what's out there. Is there an afterlife? Is heaven a real place, is hell? We will never know and it scares me everyday, every second, every hour, every minute.