Grey Room

Ken

Ken was a great guy. He is so cool, smart, funny, and fun to hangout with. Our friendship was great, to be honest. Oh how good it is to look back into memories with him. But if I could turn back in time, I would choose not to befriend him for many reasons. First of all he is way too dominant. He wants to be obeyed, like always. He wants all of the people around him to follow him, treat him like he's the big guy and I really hate that. All throughout the year I became his puppet, not that I'm exaggerating. It's like he would blackmail me just to make me do what he say. He would tell me bad things whenever I say no to his favours. We all got used to his way of keeping his friends and I was dumb enough to not realise that before. But here's the thing, for doing all his favours, following all his commands without hesitations, he trusted me the most. He even considered me as his brother for being so kind and caring for him, I still value our ruined friendship though. And there came a girl he fell in love with, that's when he started to change. He never talked to me since. He would only talk to me, and his friends, whenever needed. We never even had a proper farewell or even a small friendly talk after the commencement. There I started to realised what has happened to us throughout the years in that grey room. Often, people tell me that he misses me, that we all should be reunited, but I don't look forward to seeing them. No, not anymore.