I Would Love Too...

I would love to see your face, the angelic face of yours.
I want to talk to you.
I want to chat you.
I want to stalk you.
I would love to make long conversations with you.
I would really love to talk about your mission. How you joyfully finished your 18 month mission.
I would love to hear your child-like yet sweet voice.
I would love to see you playing the piano.
I would love to hear you sing a song while playing the piano.
I would love to write poems about your passion and desire on playing the piano.
I would love to dance with you while the music is on its sweetest tune,
always every social night.
I want to hold your hands so tight.
I want to feel your palm and wrist on mine.
I want to feel your breathe on my skin.
I want to drown in your eyes while we speak.
so you may feel how interesting you are
so you may feel how I'm eager to know your story
so you may realize how attentive I am with every word
because I love to listen to you.
I love to write poems about how these feelings started,
how you changed me.
how you made difference in my life.
how you inspired me.
how you motivated me.
how strong my feelings are for you
how am I still so in love with you.
how you rekindle my heart every time I see you.
I would really love to do this for you.
So many things, I would really love to do with you.
Only if I could still.
I would really love to have.
I would really love to do.
I really love.
I really love you.
I still love you.
But you know, I couldn't do all of these.
And it really hurts me.
I was stupid to abandon you.
I was naive to instantly make decisions
to take actions on the words you threw
without thinking beforehand
its conditions.
I was a fool for hurting you, if you were hurt.
I was a fool for setting you free.
I was a fool for lying that I no longer have feelings for you
and that I was over you.
I was really foolish.
Until now, I'm still foolish.
I was so dumb.
If it's just easy to take you back, I would really do.
If sacrifice is needed, I'd do it for you.
If to take you back means hurting myself, I will take all the hurt.
Just to take you back.
Just to be with you.
Just to have you.
Because I really love you.
Please."