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so after i sat down we watched some re-runs of friends s were just amazing like that! i got all my stuff ready for tomorrow, i cant believe my mum id doing this to me yes she said no when i said i was moving but my dad 'convinced' her o let me go.. OMG

everything has gone downhill this week

brad kissing someone

me getting in a fight with him and then breaking up with him

my mum telling me to com home

me having to se my sisters face again we weren't on very good terms when i left and she didn't and she still hasn't haha

i get to se my brother and my dad so thats okay!

but one thing was good this week i have my memory back so i dont have to say anything to my mum or how it happened

at 10 we all went to bed and the boys went to there apartment.

i woke up at 8 my flight was at 12 and im gonna be there 24 hours after that oh yay

I got changed into my outfit I choose yesterday it wasn't dressy cos I'm going on a plane but is wasn't to trampy if you get what I mean! (In external link)

I got to the airport at ten cos you have to be there 2 hours earlier to check in and that stupid metal detector. Before I went I wrote a letter saying like bye I'm really sorry and I'll try to come back to live there In a month or so hopefully! Writing it I started crying cos I'm Leaving my best friends there, my mum and sister are gonna be there plus when I left me and brad were not on good terms so yeah!

I was waiting for the plane in that waiting room where in TV programs the 'love of their lives' come running after them but this won't happen, I hoped it would but I know it won't. Yes I love brad omg I love brad but I can't go back now can I?

I was rummaging through my bags trying to find some chewing gum when I saw an envelope I took it out and opened it

To lex,
Sorry about the handwriting.
I'm really sorry I would of come over but I got told we had to be St the studio at 6 so I'm writing this to tell you how sorry I am! I was being a dick and as Iv said I'm sorry!
Since I was 14 I knew you were the one when I met you in the park on that swing laughing whilst Kat was pushing you you looked so happy I wanted to be the reason to make you smile. Not cry, when I was 16 and moved back to Birmingham but before I did I was so mean to you it hurt me inside as well my dad said to be mean to you cos you were my closest friend my best friend no one else cared about a scraggy curly haired boy, I shot you down a month after the morning my dad told me I was pissed at him for saying to me what I should do but I stupidly went with it. I was a bully that month I know but you still stood by me why? Why did u? That's what I will never know but always wanted to! When you were coming to school bruised and cut I knew I did that to you the last night I went to your house your mum wouldn't let me in that's when you started hating her and I know it!
The day I left when I saw you run in tears streaming down your face I wanted to climb out the car and say sorry for being mean I shit and I'm saying it well writing it now I'm a, truly sorry I wanted to say I loved you because I know I did I didn't want to but I did
When I kissed Lauren in that fucking shopping centre there was no sparks none not like with you wow it's fucking 5th of November with you! I ran after you after I saw you crying in Connors chest
I need to stop you but joe isn't letting me the boys were saying I should go get you I'm hoping to.
If I don't make it to the airport I want you to know I don't want you to leave
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LEX you don't know how much I love you
Brad xxx

After reading the letter over and over again taking it all in I heard my flight being called, I quickly folded it up and put it in my pocket and grabbed my bags getting ready to board my flight.

brads pov

"Joe please can I go I Really need to see her" I said on my hand and knees literally

"Fine then"yes he gave up

I ran past James then he shouted "car keys here" he said holding up the keys I ran back

"Thanks"I said grabbing the keys off him and running out the doors

Right it's a 20 minuets walk from here but a 10 minuets drive so I'll drive

I finally got to the airport, i ran out op the car and barged into the airpot

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OMGAWWWDDDD

SORRY BUTTT IM PUTTING THIS BOOK ON HOLD UNTILL IT GETS MORE VIEWS SORRY BUT IV BEEN LOOKING AND THE LAST CHAPTER ONLY GOT LIKE 20 VIEWS BUT THANK YOU ALL WHO HAVE KEPT WITH IT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE *WINK WINK*

SORRY BUT I DO HAVE A NEW BOOK UP ITS CALLED "DRUM ROLL* HOPING FOR SNOW

ITS A VAMPS SONG AND ITS FORKING AMAZE BALLS IS THE SONG

BUT PLZ READ THAT AND PLZ GET MORE PEOPLE TO READ THIS IF U GUYS WANT A NEW CHAPTER

IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY

OMG BTW ON THE 9TH OF DECEMBER I MIGHT UPDATE COS ITS MY BIRTHDAY THEN AND IM 13 YAY OKAY BYEE

OH AND DOES THIS PIS SYOU OFF RIGHT MY MAM WENT TO ME YESTERDAY ALEX YOU CANT GET A VAMPS BDAY CAKE COS I LEFT IT LAST MINUET SO IV THINK IM NOT GETTING ONE *CRY IN PILLOW* I WILL TELL YOU IF I DO

YEAH COMMENT VOTE PLZ SHARE AND PLZ GET MORE VIEWS

THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU ALL

BUT BYEEEEE

OH AND WHEN ITS ON CHAPTER 65 I MAY BE DOING A SEQUEL OR May not okayy byeeee

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