I want to run away, with or without you. Preferably with. I want to forget everything I am, everthing I was. I want to forget my family, my friends, my past, everything. I want to forget my losses and my winnings, I want to create a new life and learn how to live again. Because right now, I am sad, and right now I would prefer to not exist. I want to tear myself away from the slow lull of everyday life that is going to eventually end in death. I want to live happily and I cannot do that because of complications. Yes I am a healthy minor with all my limbs attached, but the 'minor' part of that is what holds me back. A minor, a child, insignificant, much too young too have real problems. I hate it, and the way I hate my situation, is making me think that I hate life, that I hate myself, but that isn't true. It seems simpler just to not exist. Friend, if you will wait for me, we can do this hand in hand and run away for a while. I know that you won't though, you have your own life to lead and I have mine.
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Rant
Non-FictionHow I am is simple really. Who I am- even more so. 'You' is keeping this anonymous. I speak about many people here, people of various genders, and relation to me.
