Sinful Passion|A.G

Chapter 24

Y/n's Pov

"I saw"I watch as her face fills with guilt,heartbreak and realisation.

"No no no"she quickly says and moves closer only for me to go back again.

"I know what I saw Ariana"My head stays low and this is the first time in a while I've felt like my whole world was ending.

I love Ariana so much and for her to just do this to me practically kills me.

I want to forgive her so bad but I just can't knowing if she's capable of doing this,she's capable of doing much more.

"Y/n baby please,you have to let me explain"I can see her eyes fill with water and I really just want to envelop her into a hug but I just can't.

It's too much for me to handle.

"I don't want to hear it"I hiss "I heard him saying how it's your little secret"I look her up and down with disgust.

"It's not what it seems"her voice breaks showing pure desperation inside of it,her eyes are like a river with water steaming down her cheeks.

But right now I don't have it in me to feel sorry for her.

"Stop Ariana,you don't get to cry"I shake my head getting angry at myself and her.

"I know I'm a little young for you but I always told myself I was enough"my hands clenched into fists which did kind of make my bloody hand hurt but I couldn't care less.

"You are enough,you're more than enough and I love you so so much"she wails and holds my shirt in her hands tight.

"No I'm not and that's what you made me realise"I push her off me and I'm about to walk away when I stop and just take one good look at her.

"Was I just that little bit of sinful passion you wanted in your life?A chance to say you got lucky and fucked one of your students"I spit,my eyes full of hatred.

To some the situation may not be that deep but my love is so deep for her and she doesn't even care.

"Never,you would never be that to me"

"And how can I believe you,if I hadn't of found out would you ever have told me?"I clench my jaw waiting for her answer but she stays silent.

"Right...i can't believe I ever trusted you in the first place,if I had known you were going to stab me in the back like this I would have just taken the dumbass detention"

Ariana's eyes turn large at the severity of my response.

"Your saying you regret ever loving me?"she whispers not trusting her own voice.

I let out a bitter laugh "I don't regret loving you,I regret the way things turned out because now I don't even want to look at you"

"Y/n please"Ariana pleads and I shake my head "Don't"

"Don't say please like you're not reason this is happening"

"I-I'm sorry"she chokes out a sob

"I don't want your apologies"her head snaps up to me "then tell me what you want"

"Tell me what I can do to make this all better"I bite the inside of my cheek and pretend to think about it.

"Actually you know what you can do"I say making my voice a little happier and emotional than before.

Her eyes fill up with hope and she nods furiously "I'll do anything"a small smile etches its way onto her lips and I bet she's thinking she's found a loop hole to not lose me.