TWDG [Truth or dare s4]CLOUIS & VIOLENTINE <3

👉🏻👈🏻(part: i still dont know🤪)

Me: hey hoessss I haven't updated this book since November 2019 and now it's January 2020!

Clem: damn.

Me: my birthday is in like 7 or 6 days (Jan 8) so that's great. Not really though since I'm not too excited for it.

Clem: why aren't you excited?

Me: since my mom passed I haven't really been excited for anything. Halloween was the only thing in 2019 that I was really excited for because I got to get into cosplay and basically so did my friends.

Clem: well at least you were excited for that!

Me: yeah I guess. Honestly I've just been feeling sad like I've been wanting to cosplay but I just get this weird feel when I start to think about my cosplay like I feel like I'm too ugly I guess for cosplay? Like I looked at my self in the mirror and thought "wow I look like shit." And I'm always so lazy when it comes to doing things like showering like I'll wait a while to shower because I just don't have the energy I guess? Idk

Me: also I'm pretty sure if I was like "I'm so sad" my friends would probably not believe me just because I'm a pretty funny and happy kind of person I guess? But I do have my sad moments just most of the time I'm happy so I'll probably be fine. Nothin new same old shit. Nothin changes.

Me: sorry for not updating a lot of the times I'll just forget wattpad even exists lmao

Clem: DeeDee it's fine! Also happy early birthday!

Me: thanks Clem 🥺

Me: honestly people are pretty much disinterested with this book lmao also I got into stranger things even after me refusing to watch it but my best friend basically forced me too and now I'm obsessed with it and also Finn wolfhard so send help immediately before I go on a spending spree of stranger Things & IT stuff lmao

Me: my hand fuckin hurts from holding my iPad so I'll update later I'm goin to bed 😙✌️