Euphoric

Chapter 19

Wills pov
I yawn walking with Graser towards the school. We didn't get much sleep. We ended up staying up all night playing video games. I yawned again. God, this day is gonna be long!! "Well, bye will! See you at lunch!" "Mmhmm..." I mutter, rubbing my eyes. I walk to Maths class. I sit down in my seat and put my head down. "Hey, what's wrong?" Bayani asks. "Nothing, I just didn't get any sleep last night." I say yawning. Bayani's eyes widen. "Why?" He asks. "I told you that I was having a sleep over with Graser. He wouldn't let me sleep!" Yup, graser kept making me play games until he won. Gosh, he is such a sore loser! Bayani clenches his jaw. "Hey dood, are you alright?" I ask worriedly. He smiled and nodded. The bell ring signaling it was lunch time. "Well have fun at biology!" I yell waving. I sit at my usual table where graser is already there. He smiles at me, giving me half of his tuna sandwich. " thanks!" I say. I love tuna! I finish it real quick. I feel my stomach expand and I feel everyone judging me for feeding my fat ass. I smile at graser and excuse my myself to the bathroom. When I went into the hall I ran into the stall taking out my pills. I fumble with them, dropping the bottle. Fuck, fuck, fuck! "Where's the bottle!" I shout looking around frantically. I NEEd those!! They make sure that I don't get anymore fatter!! "Will, what is ipecac?" (In this, ipecac is gonna be a pill instead.) My eyes widened. What is bayani doing here?! Oh god, he has my bottle! "N-nothing!" I yell opening the stall. "Can I have it back?!" I asked. I came out to him reading what it does. His eyes were wide. He looked at me shocked. I tried to smile, but the tears slowly fell and my smile slowly fell too. Now I was outright sobbing. "Why will?" He said. I looked up into his eyes. "Isn't it obvious!?" I screamed "just look at me! I'm a fucking fatass!! I am a disgusting pig!!" I scream falling to my knees crying. Bayani ran to me and engulfed me into a hug. "No you are beautiful just the way you are!!" He says. We stare into each other's eyes. He puts a hand on my cheek and start to lean in. I start to lean in as well. My eyes flutter shut, as we were millimeters apart. Just then we heard the door opening as someone walked in whistling. "Oh mi gosh my baby!!?" Graser screams, shoving bayani away. He picks me up, dragging me away. When we got a few hallways away he stopped. "What happened?! Why were you crying?!" "Well you see..." I tell him everything. He looks like he's about to cry. "You still take those." He whispers voice cracking. I nodded weakly. He pulls me into a hug and we just cried.
-~-~back in le bathroom-~-~
Bayani's pov
I pick up all of those pills and dumped them in the toilet. I watched as those things that hurt my will flush down the drain.