Adopted by narcus

The truth

I sat with jim he asked me what happened and I thought told him.
Jim can I tell you something
Yeah what up willow
When I was in the orphanage for 3days I started to self harm.
Why
I thought I should of died no one else I cut 20 times in one go
1-ugly
2-being me
3-not dying
4-being a bitch
5-taking everything for granted
6-not dying and my mom dad and sister shouldn't of died it should of been me
7-being the last one left
8-being me
9-cutting myself
10-being a slut
11-being dumb
12-my life is crap
13-for the car crash
14-for drink driving
15-never telling my sister I loved her
16-missing my family
17-I took drugs for 5days
18-overdosing
19-being horrible
20-I wish my family was there
So I took drugs and overdosed on depression pills. Why do I live?no one needs me?!
Willow your sweet and defiently not a slut a bitch horrible dumb and your gorgeous not ugly. Don't think that
Please don't tell marcus and niomi
I won't I cross my heart