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My mum died when I was 12...
I have never been that close to my dad so I can't talk to anyone...but myself.
And here I am going over what has practically felt like an entire lifetime of unhappiness and depression.
My mum was always so caring, she put me before herself at all times. I loved her, and I still do.
A tear comes to my eye as I quickly wipe it away and realise where I actually am.
"Louis Tomlinson!"
I heard my name being called by a perky blonde helper at the X factor auditions. I was about to go in.
"Right this way please" she said in a high pitched voice while directing me through a door and into a room with judges in it. Wish me luck.
I saw the crowd staring at me. It wasn't as big as the arena's crowd but I still felt as if I could pass out at any minute.
I was in a dream again when I heard Simon calling something for what seemed like the second time.
"Can you tell us your name?" He said slowly as if I was a child.
"Louis Tomlinson"
"And what song will you be singing for us today Louis?"
"Hey there Delilah"
"Okay, when your ready"
I gave the sound guy a wave signalling him to start the track. this is it.
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When I had finished singing I was not thinking straight I couldn't focus properly. It was like I was in a dream though I could hear everything and see everything that was going on.
I heard the words
"Louis you've got three yes' well done"
I snapped out of my dream but could still barely talk.
The crowd cheered louder than anything I've ever heard.
"Thank you so much" was just about all I could get past my mouth.
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I decided to go to bed when I got home as I was really tired after all of the queuing today at xfactor.
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I'm sorry.
FanfictionLouis was lead into depression slowly after his mum died when he was 12 years old and has been hiding his suicidal thoughts until he meets the love of his life and it turns everything around...but will the truth change everything?
