~Creek~ Emotion(less)

~Part 17~

Tweek's POV

Two weeks. Its been two weeks since I've spoken to Craig. I miss him so much. I was an idiot to freak out at him like that. It hurts to see him having fun with all of his friends. It hurts because it proves that he probably didn't care about me at all. It proves that he's just fine without me.

He said he'd never hurt me again. He said he'd always be there for me.

Lies, lies, lies!

He told me if anyone hurt me to go to him about it. But who am I supposed to go to if it was him that hurt me.

Oh who am I kidding. I can't even blame him. It's all my fault. I didn't trust him after everything he did for me. He was more relaxed around me than with the others. I can tell.

He acts all moody with his friends. Half-lidded eyes, constant yawning, moping about, complaining, never smiling. It pains me.

I miss his smile, his smile is amazing really, his eyes light up when he smiles. It's the cutest thing ever.

God why am I saying this? I've never described someone like this before.. This is weird. But what's weirder is that I don't mind it.

On the plus side, I've gotten to know Butters some more. He's a great guy, really calm and understanding. Butters was there for me when no one else was. In fact he's my best friend now. We tell each other everything.

I've also gotten to know a boy named Kenny, he's a perv but he's great to hang out with. Me and him are now pretty good friends too.

There's a school dance on Friday, four days from now, and Butters told me that him annd Kenny are going together. I'm really happy for them, I was with Butters when Kenny asked him, of course I already knew he'd ask him due to me overhearing his and Craig's conversation in the art room.

I was pulled from my thoughts to the sound of Butters singing next to me "lu lu lu I've got some apples, lu lu lu you've got some too"

"Butters d-do you GAH have to s-sing that 24/7?" I giggled.
"Gee, I didn't know I was annoying you." oh yeah I forgot to add that Butters was a bit sensitive.
"No no, it's fine, forget I said any ok.." I gave him a reassuring look and patted his back a little, which was easy since the desks where really close together.

Unfortunately, my desk was also close to the desk on my left. Craig's desk. It's why I hated the class so much. I'll catch him looking at me sometimes too. And that's just not good for my anxiety at all.

I wish I had the courage to apologise to him, but I'm scared. I'm scared he'll reject me.

Craig's POV

I don't know why I can't just apologise, I miss him. I really do.

Kenny stopped talking to me as much since he's started hanging out with Tweek, so I can't even go to him for help.

I fucked up. I don't know what I did to start but it's my fault he's not talking to me now. It's my fault for not apologising all this time.

He's right next to me in this class. So maybe I should shoot my shot and say what I've been meaning too.

But I'm a coward. So instead of actually talking I ripped a page out of my book and wrote my apology on there. Everyone was staring due to the noise but I don't care.

'Tweek I'm really sorry that I haven't been talking to you recently, I miss you like hell. Please don't hate me.

~C xx'

I folded the note and placed it on his desk. He was talking to Butters again so hadn't noticed it. No one was staring anymore so that was good.

Then he saw the note. He opened it slowly, a puzzled look on his face. I watched contently as his eyes scanned each and every word. Of course it didn't exactly last long.

Shock filled his eyes, a light pink blush formed on his cheeks and he started to twitch a bit.

He looked over at me, meeting my gaze.

I mouthed the words 'I'm really sorry' and looked back to my work. I'll try to talk to him after class...

°AN° quick update since it's been a few dayz :)

Hope y'all enjoyed ~S