At the mall wasn't so fun. Gail was there,with her "crush". Haha,I'm so damn jealous,not. I could care less. I believe in what I stand for, I believe in what I'm made for. But seeing her happy with one guy just made a pit of rage in me,life and death mixed together screaming let me out. But I smiled along and laughed and still hated my life. I've had a bad run,hurting every single thing in my path. looks like my arm was in my path,because I cut that night. I didn't regret it either I felt the same coldness as the night I did it before.
