My life...

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Soo, it's been a while, and my stoopid ass is having trouble writing.. But I think I'm just going to bounce back and forth on how I do some shit idk ab what I'm talking ab but, I'll get there

(Also just so you know, I am NOT taking the time to read this over after I finish typing it soo if nothing makes sense, don't worry bc it prolly wouldn't if I was telling you this in person) :)

SOOOOOOOOOO

My Christmas was ok for the most part, but yaknow, stoopid shit always happens.. Well, dinner was fine, gift shit was fine, and then it went to a little after a lot of my family went home. I had sat down and my moooooooooooooom told me to take HER gifts home, when I hadn't even done that. SO I ask her why and shit bc I always do that, plus its just a small question right? WEEELLLLLL I THOUGHT WRONG  To her, it wasn't bc she makes a fuss out of fucking everything and I mean EVERYTHING. After like 2 min, I do bc I always do. (I JUST STOPPED TO MAKE MY GRANDMA A DRINK AND SPILLED ORANGE JUICE ON MY SELF WHILE TRYING TO SHAKE IT AND IT LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE BUSTED A FAT ASS LOAD ON ME) Annyyy wayy, she gave me a big pile with shit spillin off, so I go into the kitchen and ask her to help me put it in a plastic bag.. SHE FUCKING FLIPS HER SHIT AND TAKES THE SHIT OVER HERSELF WHILE DROPPING HALF OF IT AND HAVING TO FUCKIN PICK THAT SHIT BACK UP. All I wanted to do was put it in a fuckin bag and take it home, like I didn't really have a problem doing it. THen my asshole of a cousin, starts screaming at me... S C R E A M I N G AT THE T O P OF HIS LUNGS at why I'm just a bitch of a person and that I always complain about EVERYTHING WHEN FUCKING NEWS FLASHH HE COMPLAINS ABOUT EVERYTHING LIKE EVERYTHING, JAMS FINGER A LITTLE COMPLAINS IT HURTS LIKE A BROKEN ARM AND DOESN'T GO TO SCHOOL. He complains about stubbing his toe, doesn't go to school the next day bc it "hurts to much" like bitch I went to school with a sprained ankle and crutches having to walk everywhere and people stepped on my foot like it was a door matt likeeee BITCH PLEASE YO SKINNY ASS DON'T KNOW PAIN. So while he finishes screaming at me, I legit tell him to "FUCKING PISS OFF, DON'T TELL ME I COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYTHING, WHEN ONE SLIGHT INCONVENIENCE HAPPENS TO YOU AND YOU DON'T GOT TO SCHOOL FOR A FUCKING WEEK AND WONDER WHY YOUR DAMN GRADES DROP LIKE YOUR IQ" I told him that literaly WORD FOR WORD infront of my grandma, his dad, my grandpa and like 2 other people but I don't remember who, and storm out of the house and walk to mine (I live right next door so not that far) so, me, I am a very VERY SENSITIVE person,  so I cry like very easily and I always get yelled at for it and its stupid shit. SO HALFWAY OUT THE DOOR MY DUMB LOOKING ASS IS FUCKIN SOBBING and mind you, I wanted to look decent for this dinner so, I put a little eyeshadow and mascara on but I looked even more like a rat so my mascara is running down my face and I'm in the bathroom literally sobbing and mind you my mom didn't see nor hear anything that went down and asks me like a dumb bitch "Why are you crying" so my hyperventalating crying ass manages to say "FUCKING DUMB ASS PHIL" and all she does is scoff and walk away, like doesn't even asked what happened or even try to tell me to calm down, BUT FUCKING SCOFFS LIKE I'M A GARBAGE BACK THAT WAS MEANT TO BE TAKEN OUT BUT HADN'T BEEN. So i'm like crying even more and just being a mess in general. FUcking after like TEN MINUTES I finally "stop" crying and wipe the mess off my face  and calm down then live my life like it never happened lmao 

But other than that, I've felt perty good lately, I always have rat hours but they good ones and I just got a DVD player of my own for Christmas so I've been watching movies and shit lately soo its almost all good lmaoo 

With that rant aside, I'm happy to say, I am almost a FRESHMANN AHH IK its spooky only like 5 and a half months of school left, but I'm currently on break but I go back on the 6th :(( Its all good tho, I wanna see my friends that help my chaotic life my being the good chaos in it :)

I love all ya'll with a big fat ass no homo:) 

SEE YA BITCHES TILL NEXT TIME

--VA