𝟯𝟬𝟬𝟬 𝗠𝗶𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝗧𝗼 𝗠𝘆 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 ║𝙺𝚃𝙷 𝒇𝒇║

#13. Purple Lilacs*

                             (*In the language of flowers, purple lilacs
symbolise 
the first emotions of love)

Y/n Pov

Love?  My heart jumps at that word and i can barely listen to anything else.....

Those romantic movies never did appeal to me, seemed too unreal to me to ever be quite true, and those books of poetry would always leave me cold, they were so much too bold for me to understand. But with him, this time, everything makes sense...

How?

The more you hide your feelings for someone,the more you fall for them, i read that somewhere before...

He makes me feel a way that i can only describe as seeing sunlight after days of rain...

Yeah i will shamelessly accept " I think I'm in love with him too "

" People fall in love without reason, without even wanting to. You can't predict it. That's Love " Falling in love with him was never my intention.but it became my addiction... What was happening to me? I didn't want to fall in love, not at all. But at some point he smiled, and, holy shit,  I blew it! To be very honest, his smile is literally the amazing one i have ever seen. It is so captivating. I swear!

" Y/n "

I came back from that magical world to reality. He was immensely staring at me.

" I am in love with you, y/n"

He repeats. My heart flutters, face ravishing with heat. I can't look him in eyes, much too embarrassed. So i decided to look at his feet instead. Taehyung smiles knowingly, enjoying my flustered state before he is sighing & lean back from me.

" Why are you so silent? "

"Y/n, look at me"

Is he really giving me a hard time? Is he making fun of me? O.M.G how to prove him wrong? Low key i am embarrassed af!

" Where the hell has been you, y/n?  Where were you all this time? "

" huh? "

I looked at him without knowing what he is saying.  I looked at him, but suddenly those intoxicated eyes makes me nervous. Oh boy, what are you doing?

" Why don't you just come into my life a little earlier? Thanks to my Tan for found you for me "

എന്റെ കണ്ണാ!* I was innerly screaming, trying not to be affected by his comments.  But my heart thinks otherwise as it jumps for joy. My cheeks burn and i stare intently at his feet, refusing to look at him.

Despite my nervousness,  it all felt so natural.  Coming here,  taking care of him when he is sick, pet his Tannie, being in his room..... it's so natural. It's almost as if it had never stopped.

"Y/n? Please tell me something "

"Taehyung"

" look at me y/n "

" You're probably mad at me for not telling you sooner, at least before kissing you, right? "

He mumbles as he sat on the couch.  Taehyung remains silent, eyes now staring at somewhere in the room. 

" I'm not mad at all"

I breathe out.  I can't help but laugh at the man as he pouts. Taehyung furrows his brows.

" Then be my girl "

My world spins, completely unstable and disoriented as Taehyung  before i states his confession. His words reach my heart but they don't reach my brain.  I stare blankly, before Taehyung is furrowing his brows deeply.