Lily P.O.V.
It was a few days later. 5 to be exact. 5 days without Cameron. 5 days thinking about Matt or Cameron. Cameron is my boyfriend. He has been there for every step of the way. Through thick and thin. I love him so fucking much. But Matt, on the other hand, Matt is my best friend. He has also been there for me through ups and downs. But , Matt he's supportive and adorable.
But after five days of thinking I decided Cameron. He was my boyfriend and I didn't want to go through the trouble of breaking up with him bc I know he loves me so much. Also what if me and Matt break up? It could ruin our best friendship.
I was crying that night I decided Cameron.
He loves me. Cameron loves me. I know he does. I feel so bad for Matt. Ugh! Why is life so hard.
I slowly fell into a deep sleep and dreamt.
The next morning I got out of bed, not bothering to change out of my pajamas, went downstairs, put on my Uggs, wrote a note to Nash and Hayes that I was leaving, jumped out the door and walked to Matt's house.
----walking to Matt's humble home-----
I approached the front door and rang the doorbell. Luckily Matt answered. "Matt I'm so sorry" I said sadly. I firmly grasped his shoulders and hugged him so tightly I was pretty sure he couldn't breathe. "Umm what?" he asked. I didn't answer. "Matt, I want you to know that I will never love anyone as much as I love you" I spoke, tears pouring down my face as if I was a thunderstorm. ''Matt I love you so much. That is what I need you to understand. If anything were to happen to you or our relationship I would probably kill myself. That's why I have to stay with Cameron. Matt, if me and you broke up it could ruin everything between us. I can't lose my best friend. I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. Mathew Lee Espinosa," I cried as the tears started streaming from his eyes.. "Lillian Amaya Tunn, I love you more than words can explain. You are my sun,moon all the stars. Lily I love you and you mean so much to me," he spoke truthfully. This time he tightly gripped me and pulled me into to a passionate hug. "Oh and Lil' umm I have a confession to make. I have loved you ever since we sang that duet in sixth grade,". I walked away pale faced and shocked. I didn't know he loved me. Wtf! Who the hell keep that a secret for six freakin years. Lmao! I was all like:😂
What a weird discovery😖
my life is fucked up.. I'm done with this shit! I fucking give up. World, you want me gone, I'm gone.✖
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Cameron Is My Bæ
Teen FictionLily hates her life. Until on her 17 birthday she bumps into someone all her history changes. After a few days of being with the person she bumps into she realizes she loves. Just when they realize they want to spend the rest of their lives with eac...
