Bubbles

Alright

So I'm having a bit of a artists and writers block. That's pretty much why u haven't written a new chapter for Trick Or Treat. I have been writing a new choker for my book Promise.

I've also haven't been feeling like myself lately. Like I feel like I have no emotions. It's not that I'm sad or depressed.

I just don't feel anything.

I'm usually happy and try to be fun. Even though I have a lot of dark humor.

Sometimes I wonder if my friends consider me a friend.

I just wonder if anyone ever thinks of me.

I'm a very insecure person so that's why I'm kinda like this.

I never wear bright colors or anything that is out of my comfort zone. I always just wear black.

Don't call me emo or goth. People judge to quickly. Never get to know a person.

Like for example, well this isn't a good one but I have a....different taste in music...I listen to a lot of metal and rock. Which a lot of kids in my school don't listen to.

So I have a close friend and let's call him... James. So I showed James my music and he called me goth and said "that's probably why no one has a crush on you, because you like this music."

So let me explain a little bit. He's very protective of me and just doesn't like having guys hanging out with me or just people in general. He's a very sweet guy but I only like him as a friend but he likes me more than that..  he's probably liked me for about 4 year's, so you get what I'm saying, right?

He just gets jealous very easily.

Or he could just be a very bad friend.

Anyways, like I was saying I'm not a very confident person. You can ask my friends I always say I'm ugly and just not a good person.

I sound like I'm trying to get attention, honestly. I'm sorry if you think I am but I actually hate attention.

Bye guys...