Peace In The Chaos

Fate Sealed

I could feel my heart anguish

Although I knew not what it was aching for 

I stared at my ceiling

Wondering what pained me so

Then it clicked

Everything but nothing at all

Something in the back of my mind 

Wishing to be opened but I continued to seal it up

I knew my fate was sealed

If I released this secret of mine

But I broke the chain

And I fell deeper and deeper

Into the chaos

Falling, trembling 

Until my bones were broken and my mind was shattered

Then I was tossed aside

Alone in the chaos, I created

Whimpering for help

But nothing came

I wished someone would notice

But no one did

Then I looked up in the darkness

And saw a light but I looked away 

I didn't want it

I didn't to be recognized

I pushed it aside so many times

Years felt like blurry memories

People were useless beings

My fate was sealed.

Alone.