Til The End

Hey soo I'm kinda just brain storming here!! Please comment or message me your opinion <3 thankss

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My name is Ren. I try to seem as plain as possible. I like to be invisible to everyone. I'm 17 a junior in high school. I'm a pretty lonely girl exept for my best friend Josh.

"Ren, gets your butt out here!" screeched my best friend

"Qué?" I replied bored, as I stepped out of the small car.

"Don't speak Spanish to me missy. You're not at home."

Tears dared to spill over when I swallowed hard to make them disappear. Even my best friend didn't know what my life at home really was like...it was my little secret. I didn't want him to know. It would only push him away.

Quickly, composing myself I purred, "Aww, porbrecito. I'm sorry you don't like my awesomeness!!"

"You weirdo," he smirked "I love your awesomeness!" He then proceeded to throw me over his shoulder and drag me in to the hell he called a mall!

"No! Please, I beg you! Anything but this! I promise I'll dress more girlie for now on!" I whinned

"Why do you think we are here? You have nothing but boy clothes! Be a girl for once."

"Fine.." I gave in.

Honestly, I wanted Josh to be happy but I wanted to wear guy clothes for a reason! They were so comfy,large pockets, and cool looking! Girl clothes on the other hand were itchy,tight and revealing. I could never come to understand the species I am somehow part of known as females.

Three hours later Josh and I came crashing through his front door, dropping bags and bags of clothes, which he chose and bought me, ignoring my crys of protest.

I plopped down on the couch with an 'oof '. I was spent! "Ren, go change into pjs." As usual, I went to the closet next to his room, grabbed my bag and shuffled in to the restroom to change.

I basically lived here with Josh and his wonderful mother, Maria. You see, my family life wasn't the greatest and I try to stay away as much as possible. Josh and Maria are the nicest people I have ever met. They took me in with no questions asked when I showed up at there house one night in the pouring rain. At the time, I was just 15 and had met Josh months before. He was my bio partner....I had been to his house before to study and when I needed to get away from home his place was the first thing to come to mind.

Slipping out of the restroom .I found Josh sleeping soundly, leaning on the wall. I quietly giggled at the sight. His shoulders hunched, arms crossed and his black hair slightly covering his closed eyes.

Contemplating if I should scare him or not, Maria bursted through the front door "I'M HOME MY LOVELY CHILDREN!!"

"AHH!! My nomes!" yelled the now scared awake boy.

"nomes?" I questioned as his mother began laughing non stop.

"that..ha owe. Was priceless!" weezed Maria.

"Mom! It was not!" pouted Josh.

Ignoring her son, Maria turned to me,"Ren, honey, will you be staying with us this lovely Sunday night?"

"Yes, Ma'ma. If that's alright."

"Of course it is" she smiled.

"I'm sorry. I just remembered I need to get a pair of my shoes from home." I said sheepishly.

Josh then offered to walk me to go get them. I thanked him for his kindness. When we reached my house I quickly unlocked the door and rushed to my room. "Shit," I muttered "where are those dang converse?"

"Renn..?" slurred a familiar voice. I whipped around to come face to face with my drunk father gripping a broken beer bottle. Frightened, I whispered, "Hey, Daddy. Just getting some shoes. I'll be leaving now." Quickly, I rushed out of my room, forgetting about the shoes, just wanting to get away from my father before he got agitated.

Suddenly, I tripped on trash that layed all over the house. I yelped as fell wrong and nearly twisted my ankle. "Ren! You aren't leaving!" roared my angry and drunk dad right be behind me. As I turned to face and reason with him, he swung the broken bottle at to get my face. Bracing for the impact, I covered myself. Time passed and I realized my dad wasn't near. I peeked through my fingers to see Josh, holding my dad down, pounding on him screaming "The fuck are you doing? That's your daughter!!" I quickly pulled his arm and he looked at me with tears in his eyes.

What was I supposed to tell him? 'Im sorry my dads a drunk, forgive me?'

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Soo this was written because of bordom..I like the story itself but I don't write well. Any help in editing? Please & thank you ^.^